It would be suspicious if you were in a hotel room. People aren't stupid, they can tell if something unusual is going, not necessarily connected to drug activity. And yes I do get somewhat paranoid if someone does the window thing thing, it draws unwanted attention which could lead to getting busted. I am a bit paranoid about being busted when people around me are acting unusual. A friend of mine used to start roaming around outside my house at 3 am, and he'll yes that made me uncomfortable or if you want to say "paranoid". I ve seen many people go thru all kind of wired stuff and have all kinds of weird theories when they stay up days on end doing drugs. Seen them go on for years like this, but evetyone of those people every time they finally got of the stuff they realized that they were just tweaking and their mind was playing tricks on them. Now I'm not saying this is exactly whats going on with you but there is a chance it is. If stuff like what you described happened to me and I knew it wasn't just in my mind I would definitely seek out someone to help me get some answers. Someone with qualified knowledge. It would scare the crap out of me if I thought it wasn't caused by the drugs and or lack of sleep. I've been around for awhile and have seen more than I have cared to and from your descriptions these things are drug or sleep dep. based. But I'm no expert and don't claim to be, just my opinion based on years of experience. Take it as you will. Your defensive and fly off the handle attitude belies a lot. Give it some thought, or better yet get off the stuff for awhile and then re-evaluate hat went on. It might give you a new perspective, I know it did with a lot of people I have known. Peace and try to relax, it's not worth it to get all worked up because someone states their opinion that does conform to what you want to hear. Could it be possible that you are wrong? I don't know that's what you need to find out and you will not find your answers here. You need much more professionally qualified people to figure out such complicated and elusive issues. If you don't like what I say I'm sorry. But believe me this isn't anything new to me.Ppl not on drugs dont think anything abt moving curtains..I used to think the same thing tho...but sober as hell if I saw my neighbour fkn w his curtains or looki out the window I wldnt think anything of it...im not a nosey person tho...I imagine if sum1 suspected already that there was dope activity at ur house then coupled w the window activity it may spark an interest...idk kinda sounds like ur paranoia is the same as theirs just manifested in a diff way....just my opinion.
What are u tlkn abt man?...I was nvr upset w u...n if u read thru the thread ive been clean since 05...and obviously its drug induced one of my opening statements was somthing like "I think maybe when u take enuf n get ur mind really twistsd it may open parts of ur brain u cant normally use n allow u to see the spirit world and or another dimension"....im layin here w my eyes heavy w a big ass joint in my hand..u may have felt upset but I never did...words in text can b misinterpreted very easily...u read it all wrong bro.....It would be suspicious if you were in a hotel room. People aren't stupid, they can tell if something unusual is going, not necessarily connected to drug activity. And yes I do get somewhat paranoid if someone does the window thing thing, it draws unwanted attention which could lead to getting busted. I am a bit paranoid about being busted when people around me are acting unusual. A friend of mine used to start roaming around outside my house at 3 am, and he'll yes that made me uncomfortable or if you want to say "paranoid". I ve seen many people go thru all kind of wired stuff and have all kinds of weird theories when they stay up days on end doing drugs. Seen them go on for years like this, but evetyone of those people every time they finally got of the stuff they realized that they were just tweaking and their mind was playing tricks on them. Now I'm not saying this is exactly whats going on with you but there is a chance it is. If stuff like what you described happened to me and I knew it wasn't just in my mind I would definitely seek out someone to help me get some answers. Someone with qualified knowledge. It would scare the crap out of me if I thought it wasn't caused by the drugs and or lack of sleep. I've been around for awhile and have seen more than I have cared to and from your descriptions these things are drug or sleep dep. based. But I'm no expert and don't claim to be, just my opinion based on years of experience. Take it as you will. Your defensive and fly off the handle attitude belies a lot. Give it some thought, or better yet get off the stuff for awhile and then re-evaluate hat went on. It might give you a new perspective, I know it did with a lot of people I have known. Peace and try to relax, it's not worth it to get all worked up because someone states their opinion that does conform to what you want to hear. Could it be possible that you are wrong? I don't know that's what you need to find out and you will not find your answers here. You need much more professionally qualified people to figure out such complicated and elusive issues. If you don't like what I say I'm sorry. But believe me this isn't anything new to me.
idk....drugs and the brain...human spirit...whatever else is out there...who knows...its all very deep stff that I dont think we're able to fully understand...or not meant to understand...ive experienced some very real stff in my life...hi and soberI guess I did. And by the way no one on the Internet could ever, and I mean ever make me upset or change my sense of well being. I'm thick skinned and don't care what others think about me. It's what I think about myself that matters. I don't concern myself with what other people saying derogatory things directed at me. I will never let another person have the power to change my inner peace and happiness. I've got to ask one final question- do you really think a drug like meth opens up an unknown sense that allows you to perceive things that otherwise could not be perceived?
and porn.....Seems like a tweeker is never alone..they got shadow buddies!
damn....u were real hi werent u?....ha....jk man thats crazy if the dope melted the plastic just from sittin on it...that musta been some fire...haMy cousin used to always point and sit on the balcony nights on end. He would always ask "you see them on the roof?" I was just like "ummm goodnight ". I stop fucking with that crap after a had a track ready to snort. My friend knocked over the CD case it was on. When I picked it up I saw the plastic straight MELTED. MELTED , where I chopped it up. Never smoked it.
speed psychosis can set in at any pointwhen you stay awake for days on end you begin to naturally hallucinate. i don't think this has anything to do with meth, just the fact that you are up for days on end.
Yes....if its good stuff....but im not sure its psychosis....or us being psychotic. ...thats kinda my point/concern....theres too many coincidences in what we all see and experience....see what im saying?....we all see the same type of shit hear the same type of shit...in diff ways of course but definitely alike....my thing is why can I take acid shrooms x and other hallucinogens and have fun weird visuals not scary dark evil shit from hell like on geek or coke....????speed psychosis can set in at any point