bad dope...The longest I stayed up was 9 days. I never saw anything it was just extremely hard to stay awake.
Yeah ive stripped down...jumped in shower...just to get out take a blast n have it hppn all over agn.....terrible....one nite them shadow fkrs kept tuggin at my shirt from behind...I was by myself...id be sittin there n feel shit runnin up my legs...jump up b lookin around n theyd tug at my shirt...id turn around n theyd tug frm behind agn...fkn w me....that nite they were chasin each other around the room...across the ceiling. ...I felt like god was showing me where I was gonna go if I kept up....when I came down I was pretty twisted for a while...that one disturbed meThats the worse man.
I remember this one time I was walking spun the fuck out at like 3 in the morning, when all of a sudden it felt like I walked through a giant spider web. I was freaking out trying to get the invisible webs of me. Glad a cop didn't spot me or I would have for sure been locked up that night.
This is exactly why you should take off all your clothes and run through the streetYeah ive stripped down...jumped in shower...just to get out take a blast n have it hppn all over agn.....terrible....one nite them shadow fkrs kept tuggin at my shirt from behind...I was by myself...id be sittin there n feel shit runnin up my legs...jump up b lookin around n theyd tug at my shirt...id turn around n theyd tug frm behind agn...fkn w me....that nite they were chasin each other around the room...across the ceiling. ...I felt like god was showing me where I was gonna go if I kept up....when I came down I was pretty twisted for a while...that one disturbed me
Yes....ive seen the fog/mist on x..coke n meth binges too...my buddy n I were discussin that once n his comment was..."I think ur sppsd to tell sumbodywhen ur seein that"...ha...he associated it w "too much too long ur dying"...???...idk...dude mentioned earlier seein shit that would straight flip u out...and I agree n thats kinda my curiousity abt all this...bro ive seen yes the stff ive mentioned already but sum really scary shit..was in a room once n sittin over there smokin n out of the corner of my eye the dude across from me was shootin himself up...I didnt wanna look staright at him but was kinda keepin an eye on him cause I didnt trust him...soon as he dumped the shot n it was like his face was morphing bk n forth between this demon face n his own...but even his own face was twisted and there were these things movin all over his body under his skin bout the size of mice...ive had girls look at me w like snake/cat eyes n swear to god like they shot these little hisses at me n showed fangs like a vampire...ive looked at my own skin n it was shriveling up n turning old n like drying out rite before my eyes....and I can never ever explain some of the things ppl have sd to me...things hey cldnt be saying..total strangers tlking to me abt stff that only I know...stff they cldnt know..secrets ive held inside my own mind n they were talkin to me abt them...out of the blue for no reason whatsoever..I hadnt spoke to them looked at them or anything...one experience I was comin bk from stlouis on this greyhound bus n this black dude came n sat next to me...I wasnt talking I was too twisted...but he starts rambling to me abt shit ive done...sayin stff like "u think we dont know that shit...haha"...I wont go into what he was talking abt so not to convict myself...but he was devulging my own dark secrets to me...stff he cldnt have known...idk how to explain it...fucks w me to this day...now when I come down I can remember this shit clearly...w a clear head rite here rite now it freaks me out to this day.....ive been clean since 05 and reget that part of my life...very much....do I believe in god...like an old man w a beard sittin in a cloud?....not really like that but there is a creator...And there is good and evil spiritual warfare in this world...ive experienced it...I think if ur dabbling w meth/coke/crack...maybe even large doses of x bcuz of the meth in it....when u take this stff ur taking this evil into ur body...idk....it just doesnt make sense to me that if im seein shit on L or shrooms its usually bright colors...walls breathing....things just really enhanced..tracers..tv looks cool...stff like that....way diff visuals....idk.I have mentioned it before,but on high doses of mda and mdma,the 'E' people come around..I babble to them to the dismay of my friends..I took two raised ankh (egyptian symbol) pills and felt like I was on rollerskates everywhere I went..but I was gliding through a mist..as I'm going forward I see a headless ghost figure and its gliding towards me,and right as I see the figure I see this ;infinate' rainbow trail coming off this figure..as it passed and I turned to look it dissapeard instantly..fucking one of the most lucid hallucinations I've ever had...but could thhis be associated with the relative compound of an amphetamine in mdma,meth,mda,ect..?
ive had that hot shot experience too...maybe becuz ive actually seen that hppn so the seed was in my mind...on a couple occasions ppl have been very persistant that I take a shot they had already wrkd up...n when I declined they became even more persistent and asking ?s...which freaked me out even more...I was w this chick one time n she kept tryin to give me a shot to "calm me down"...im thinkin yeah bitch ur tryin to kill me or knock me out to do god knws what to me n take my money n dope..maybe end up in a basement somewhere w some hostel type shit goin on...anyways every time id turn my head n look bk at her shed b a diff girl..I could see the blood moving thru her veins under her skin..n I thought she had poison needles in her finger tips so I wldnt let her touch me...yeah man...scary shit...she left n they were tryin to pump gas thru the ac vents cause I was having trouble breathing n my clothes were feeling real sticky n like shrinkin up on my body...same nite I saw my skin dying n turning old....fucks w me to talk abt it now.It was actual Spanish, the previous tenants were Spanish and the voices from the roof were speaking in Spanish, my friend translated. This is true because he verified it later. I think I was close to death because the night before I had blacked out on the vinyl lounge and awoke in about 4 inches of sweat. Scary stuff.
U nvr know bout them australian guys...hahaI've heard of H and roids being called gear, but not meth. I guess it could be used for anything though