DonAlejandroVega
Well-Known Member
it became making hamburgers to me...........very bad. I looked at severed legs, and thought, "hey........nice shoes."What's super fucked up is that I still seek the supreme amount of adrenaline that came with treating severely hurt trauma patients. There is so much on the line, it is exciting.
It still feels wrong knowing that I enjoy that rush so much. I miss it in some ways.
Then I am reminded with nightmares, hyper vigilance and generalized anxiety. What a bitch!
I got out. haven't seen a human death since '08, and I like it, like it, yes I do.............