for the third time, i reject your question as it contains a false presupposition.
unless, of course, the war you are referring to was against a worthy adversary. like the nazis, or the confederacy, or the crown. in that case, i would fully support war.
Perhaps you've heard the old saying, "actions speak louder than words." You support war, all of it. You obediently give up your money and what happens to it after it's taken, is out of your hands regardless of your personal wishes. You might not like that YOU SUPPORT WAR, BUT YOU DO NEVERTHELESS.
That sound you hear in your head, is your cognitive dissonance bell. You are not alone, many people suffer from the same self delusions....that's why the system has perpetuated this long.
Do you think it is possible to get the dessert and somehow you won't have to eat the spinach? Now who's stroking a boner? When you obediently give up your money, that money is used for many many things that you say you don't support, but guess what? "They" don't give a shit. Your money supports the RACIST drug war. Your money supports the bombs for babies and world empire. Your money supports all of the shitty things that happen that you and many others disapprove of. All of it...your money.
You see the system was designed to give people like you bread and circuses to keep your eye off what really happens. You are a pawn.
I'm sorry that you wish by ignoring things it will make it that you don't support war, but you do. Deal with it.