probably not the best topic for you RIUers but..

leeny

Active Member
ok does anyone ever hate themselves for eating then not eat for a week then eat for like-- three days straight and just want to die cus you ate? gahh it makes me so mad and I cant really tell anyone without them telling me I'm anorexic and try to admit me to a mental hospital. blah I feel like a spoiled bitch for getting upset about this
:peace:
 

thizz13

Well-Known Member
I don't think you should be ashamed of how you feel, ask for some help see if they have anything to offer.
 

leeny

Active Member
its not that I CANT eat I just get angry at myself if I do--and I'm on probation so no smoking for me :(
 

streetlegal

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what do you do? just deal with it I suppose...
i started to write about it but it kinda turned into this neverending story in my head with all these topics and sub topics etc,.. so all i could really say is yeh i know about it..
umm yeh i dont do nothing about it really, I excercise, monitor, maintain, analyse, and compare constantly..
 

Anjinsan

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They say skipping meals slows your metabolism to the point of you gaining weight short term. So if you stop a few days and then eat alot in a few days...it's more calorie intake then if you ate regularly.
 

leeny

Active Member
They say skipping meals slows your metabolism to the point of you gaining weight short term. So if you stop a few days and then eat alot in a few days...it's more calorie intake then if you ate regularly.
it's not about weight--it's about eating
annnd there's apparently not a fix so thanks guys. I guess you just stay in the mood- you keep sitting and waiting
 

gogrow

confused
its not that I CANT eat I just get angry at myself if I do--and I'm on probation so no smoking for me :(

I'm a skinny guy, and I go through little phases where i dont eat much for a few days.... but i cant understand the getting angry at yourself part. Personally, I believe that eating disorders are an intrinsic result of our american, stick-figure view of female beauty, and i think it is sad that we perpetuate it after seeing the harm it causes our female youth.

sorry about the probation/no smoking.... I'm sure that has an effect on your eating habits as well... I know i damn sure didnt eat right while I was on probation/piss tests:neutral:
 

JN811

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I'm a skinny guy, and I go through little phases where i dont eat much for a few days.... but i cant understand the getting angry at yourself part. Personally, I believe that eating disorders are an intrinsic result of our american, stick-figure view of female beauty, and i think it is sad that we perpetuate it after seeing the harm it causes our female youth.

sorry about the probation/no smoking.... I'm sure that has an effect on your eating habits as well... I know i damn sure didnt eat right while I was on probation/piss tests:neutral:
I agree... America is a fucked up country when it comes to self image.. Just love yourself for who you are and no one can stop you.. :mrgreen:

On a side note, gogrow, Can I ask you why u dont support htgsupply??? Not to thread jack..
 

afrawfraw

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Whether or not you address this issue is your own business. On a side note I would at LEAST take a multivitamin and wash it down with a can of ensure to prevent malnutrition. yes, starvation mode is real. Your body recognizes that food is sparse, and slows your metabolism so you can store energy for survival.
 
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