This pandemic has cast a black cloud since the Jan6 insurrection on a personal level,3days after my lady of 30 yrs suffered a massive stroke,the result of pandamic related cancelled MD appointments led to a FK up in her IV cholesterol replacement shots that I administered to her weekly never arrived and this resulted in the brain blood clot that I'm convinced caused this,resulting in a stroke that attacked her in her sleep and did too much damage w/the time it had to administer the anti-stroke med. that is given in these instances,end result she is part. paralyized and bedridden,now after 14 months of sorrowful loneliness and the woulda,coulda shoudas,and going through the motions trying to emerge from the darkness,I'm met w/the stunning news that my 45 y/o Boss whom I talked to 6 days ago about my pesticide lic. and return to work date in which he mentioned to go see him today instead of earlier in the wk. as he said he had to undergo a minor septum operation for a nostril blockage on monday has tragically passed away.I'm saddened to the extreme and shocked as we are about to begin the golf season shortly,all the guys are devastated and the fact that such a minor procedure could end in this result is mindblowing,he was a mellow easy going healthy dude who was a lean 6'4 ,UNBELIEVABLE,still processing,RIP MATT you will be sadly missed and it is going to be a somber season on top of a previous somber season. Hope his wife is dropping a major lawsuit on the doctors as this is a in and out operation that had to be bungled to the 9th degree. Man ,the last 2 yrs. are turning my legs to rubber.