Hey bro. You know there is no beginning to martial affairs and no end possible until we get all to join the Matrix...
It is only a marketing dream, World Peace, thus a ponzi scheme to even think like that, I finally realized.
You make the mistake to think that all humans are equivalent to you. They cannot be. Charles Taylor's most bloody General Butt Naked, trained his young cannibals to fight naked and drink human blood, really, to believe the bullets could not harm them. Just another war cult, like all religions start. This was in 2005 however.
You simply have the luxury of hope for all mankind, That is laughable to most of this world.
It is luxury to think that since you and I can be trained like dogs and denied food to fight each other, Spartacus. That would only take a few weeks.
But, when women are allow their say, that all cools down. So, we must fight, not to kill them all. You can't. We must fight to educate the medieval minded and show the way of commerce not the sham power of mysogeny. We need the women able to read.
We must fight this or we will be plowed under by a domination of abomination for a 1000 years. This is what Gestapo did win. It is the, no shit, Poison Pill, well beyond Nukes.
I had to teach myself to manufacture a type of hope i can consider worthwhile, in the absence of such hopes being granted. I try really hard not to lose that last shred of what i knowingly manufactured for myself as motivation to continue... because without it, i can't stand to even exist anymore.
I simply
must hope, in my own largely hopeless way. The lack of any hope at all is just too much of a burden for me to carry anymore. I used to pride myself on being
that hardcore, that i didn't need any type of "hope" at all (because none i've ever been given was worth holding, so i disdained all hope). At some point, i reached my limit, and my whole life stopped, and i had to figure out something to hope for, something to live for... or figure out that my life is really not worth living, which leads further down the path of self termination, which i somewhat superficially decided to avoid... for now. The exit is always there if i change my mind. Most days it takes all i am, just to... bear another day of this world. I had already reached my breaking point and decided to eliminate myself from this equation... but in my contemplative hesitation, i managed to identify a few things i still really wanted to do, and spent a long time and a lot of energy to change my mind again. Every day is a fight... and it seems like it's all conflict and strife, purely for their own sake... until i look at the reasons behind all this shit, at which point it becomes even more disgusting, because it's not just arbitrary natural conflict for no reason, it's freaking manufactured intentionally, engineered, by "powerful people," as part of strategies to produce their desired outcomes, and at the ultimate expense of so many others.
So, if you want to consider my hope a luxury, know that it's one i created for myself out of necessity. It's more of a crutch, IMO.
Honestly, i think world peace would happen naturally, if not for the interference and interventions intentionally created to foster profitable conflict.
The messed up part is that "domination of abomination for 1000 years" only really matters during the 50-80 years i exist to be part of this.
It's a noble gesture to care about what will happen in the future after we die... but many of us were born into a world created by people who apparently didn't care (or didn't mind) that we would suffer for it. So maybe the best gift we can give to the next generations, is to allow them to experience the huge goddamn mess we couldn't fix, which existed prior to our participation or arrival. Maybe through that endless and insurmountable struggle in sheer futility, they will encounter the opportunities to learn and embrace the value of life and suffering.
So, you know... maybe this time we should just do nothing, instead of more of the wrong things?
When i said "annihilate them," i didn't mean the discernibly innocent ones, or those willing to be reasonable. I mean those who are determined to kill until they are killed, based on their own brand of fiction. Fiction is not an acceptable justification for violence, i just don't know how to explain why it's wrong... especially to an audience who has already decided not to listen or be reasonable, in favor of extreme violence.
How do you get through to someone who is determined not to allow you to persuade or dissuade them from their crusade? Words are only as powerful as their audience allows.
