goten
Well-Known Member
a while back i asked some higher uppers to remove 2 post that i made in reply of the girl of the mounth! in all honesty i didnt mean any harm by my post! i love my wife even though she fucked me up my ass with a 20in dildo! we had are fight about that post a long time ago i thought it was done and over with! well since we have had are little arguments and shit! and i will admit that i do have an anger problem! i explode i rage sometimes not meaning to ! i get help for it! now even though i got these anger problems and shit iv never hit her or nothing my anger is just verble! i yell a haller but i dont mean to and i tell her im sorry and i always kiss her ass and do everything i can to make things work with her!now a week and a half ago i agreed to go to marrige counsling! cuz i do love her! we had our first sesson last week! now i dont know what the fuck happen but friday night we were lying in bed and we had a little arguement i mean little! then out of no where she says shes leaving me on the 3rd! thats when shes gets her disability check! and that she had already told my moms that she was leaveing me! so of course i get mad as shit cuz this came out of no where! i thought we were trying to better our marrige! we just seen a consler and was soposed to go again friday! and i thought why didnt my mom give me a heads up! but shes just up and leaving! i got 3 kids that love her to death! well n-e-way saterday im fucking mad shes gettin her check for like $900 and i have $0 so i have no money t0 keep the power on for the kids or to buy them food! so i told her to give me the ring i bought her! she said fuck you! now ladies im sorry im not a women beater but i did grab her hand and try to take the ring off! i did not hit or nothing i just tried to get the ring back so i could get my kids some food and keep the power on! now she fucking goes ant takes out charges on me! saterday for assult on a female! so i go to jail for a 48hr hold then when i go to court monday my xwife comes with my daughter just to see if i get out cuz i really didnt do anything! well the juge ask my wife if she had anything to say about my realease and she fuckings says i want him to stay in jail! she said i hit her in the chest and shit! ( lie ) then my daughter stands up cryin sayin my daddy didnt hit her he was just trying to get his ring! man i starting cring my ass off when i seen my daughter crying! the juge asked i i had anthing to say! i told him i said your honer i dont know why this is going on i did not hit but she is leaving my home and i will respect her wishes and stay compleatly away from i dont have any violent offences on my record at all no assult nothing like that she has noth to fear from me! them damn juge says alright $2500 bond! im like fuck i dont have that ! thats $375 with a bondsman but i dont got that ether! i just got out yesterday! but i got cusdudy of my kid and iv never been with out them like that so iv done nothing but cried everyday cuz not being able to see my kids and the few min. i could talk to them on the phone i cried even more cuz they were cryin plus just hereing ther voice but not being able to hold them! i just think its really fucked up how this all went down like i said i dont even know what happend cuz we just started marrige consling! so im a little depressed and shit but i feel more betrayed then anything! ok i understand even though i was only tring to get the ring! i should not have put not finger on her but still its not like i hit her or bet the shit out of her! but im really hurt cuz she didnt have to keep me in jail knowing my kids are at home waiting on me i really did not deserve that!now my kids hate her for doing that to me! the only reason why im out now is cuz my x wife cuzin knows the bondsman so he got me out on credit and said sha had to pay him $230 by the 3rd! so i gave about 80 dogbones and 62 30mg aderals to sell well sorry to pitty myself on yall but i got all these twisted fellins in me right now and im just tring to get them out with out getting angry! hope yall understand!
all yea while i was in jail she went and took out ex parta papers on me! come on now i didnt do shit to her im fucking sorry for tryin to take the ring of her finger but damn she flipin out like if i just straight beat her down! and i swear i didnt touch her besides her hand when i was trying to get the ring! like i said even my daughter stood up and told the juge that shit! im sorry im just like pulling my hair out my head you know! my moms and sisters say that they think she pysco and that id should never had merried! but to be honest i was merried 9 yrs to my last wife but with her for about 13 1m 31 now and to be straight up i got 3 kids 1 girl 9 2 boys 8 and 5 i got cosdudy of them but me myself im scared to death of being lonely and by myself! to some of yall that might sound like a punk but i love my kids and i will always be there for my kids! but i caint stand lonelyness its to depressing i beleve everybody should have a compainion in life! im not talking about kids well always have our kids but the othe person who we can lay in bed with at night and fall asleep watching tv and shit! whats wrong with that! going to bed every night by your self is just to depressing for! well she did me that way so i got to acept my loses and move its fucking sad! well yall be coolo buy the way she told my mom about my crop so it got destroyed ( so sad )
