Just Thought I'd Throw Up Some Pics of Where I'm at Right Now

hay doc
no there were no clues an i was looking to - but i remember me an the wife talked about it for a long time

the mother and father had been seperated foer a while already -the father was a homo John houston wit a lttle baige covertable jaguare
i met him at vidio store one day around time my son was born -he died later of aids -mother or witney niether went to funereral - lots of biterness
mother was a real Beotch

i think mothers sister dion warwick had sum issues as well wit drugs

but between me and you 1//2 of hollywood an music industry has problems wit diff stuuff
just like the real world -just people -diff is money is worst enemy to sum -especially if they still connected to the street

why thank you mid

thats a nice plant in yo avy there as well
maybe ill take a look see whut els you workin wit

[video=youtube;XxlL0I5AWLI]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=XxlL0I5AWLI[/video]

That vid is brutal D... Makes my respect for LEO drop even more

my idea of pulling a whitney is vaping weed and drinking coffee together.lol

well i have been around and i have done it all but
stuff made me do things that was out of character for me
and i found this is the only thing i can do an still be me

took me through changes
personality
desperation
satisfaction
concern for others
limits
responsibility
health

all these wer forsaken for
temporary self satisfaction
then at wear off you feel like slime in bottom of garbage can

sum drugs all an illusion like a magic act
like havin a great big woody runinin after a ghost tryin to have sex wit her
its not gona happen - all in mind after first hit
like a dog chasin his tail - till all product gone
just never gona get a nut from that ghost white girl
but it wont stop you from runnin after her all night
till yo money gone i have peeled off my watch a $4oo.oo Longines
in 80's for a 1/2 gr valued at about 50 bucks

many more stories of those days but i prefer them left were they are
only in days gone by - peeps think im crazed now shold have known me
minus half my years ago - as a matter of fact im surprised im still here
its whut convinces me that ther is a god of sum name of sum sex of sum form sumwhere

i have done it all even sum wild drinking days
executive in NYC to up un bench in trainstation not knowing how i got there at 4AM nutin runin till 6AM



grateful to still be here
1Luv

you know wuts funny i see peeps sain please vist my site

an promotin their site

i dont care if nobody visits i do most for me
im the most important to me in my life

nutin personal against you
do be true to you
i must be true to me
for all to be good for me
which is whut my mission is

i find sum more interested in whut others think of whut they do
need exceptance from the creeps they think are worthy
silly rabbit -do you set your self free - do whut you want not whut other suggest

oh well we are all different
thank god - cause i dont want to be like you


1Luve
stay true

the if you see sumtin vid
makes you realize the thin line between
good guys and bad guys

most bad guys just want whut you got dont want to hurt you
an you see the good guys work in vid if you other the white you have seen this before -real life

i once had two rottweilers at once
when seperate they were two good dogs
when together they were two bad dogs
and i think that factor exists in police department

hay any one els gag and have to throw up bitterness from smoking

i just found out whitney drowned! just like jim morrison. She was taking a bubblebath and must have passed out, slipped under the water.. the rest is history. She must have been completely Exhausted from all the cartwheels and back flips she was doing while tweeked out just hours before. some say if she never got involved with Bobby she wouldnt have been into the drugs like she was. And Bobby, poor Bobby.. He found out about her death right before he was scheduled to go on stage for a concert. He wanted to perform for his fans and tried his best but only made it through 3 songs. what a tropper. I wonder what Whitneys favorite strain was.. maybe Bubba.?

well it seems to be going back and forth
first that is whut i heard
an that ray J pulled her out the tub

now it seems that she had like a heart attack
and fell half in half out the tub landed wit head under water
as if was dead already or partially anyway
cause sumtimes heart attack dont kill
hmm maybe a combonation

lets see
drugs 50 %
heart attack or stroke or sumtin like dat 35 %
the fact that she fell into a filled tub on gets about 20%
of the blame

all sayin she was not well off
im sure she is doin bettern us forsure
but not like youd assum a big star should be walkin away wit
its being said everyone had there hand in her pocketbook
milked by by agents and drug dealers
left wit a small piece of her own pie
was most def a ride or die gal
all the till the end


sum fade away like a sparkler
sum blow up like a fire cracker

but in the end we all must go
i think when its my time (not before)
id rather be a fire cracker to
kaboom



1Luv

well they have done the autopsy and the toxicollogy report wont come out for another 4 to6 weeks. There is still the possiblity she could have been murdered like MJ. only time will tell. the waiting is SOOOO hard. god bless whitney. the legend lives on. just like lady day(billy holiday) and judy garland and marilyn monroe . another beautiful star has fallen.

Dwezelitsame said:

hay any one els gag and have to throw up bitterness from smoking

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sometimes yes.

From a: uncured weed
b: weed with PM on it, or mold
c: weed with too much nutes.

All three of those things will make me puke.

Edit: Some really potent weed makes me gag and throw up too...

what weed made you gag and throw up?

dam i luv that avy ma
makes me wish for younger days
makes one think of saddling up for a ride
i can still take a short ride -it takes longer to get ready
before always ready- in beginning about 3 times a week
now like once every couple months -soon to be a memory

in time we gain knowledge should be better financially
but loose so much along the way like from wood to cardboard
lose vision muscle energy calcium we come in wit nothing and leave wit nothing


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i dont remember which one it was i was smoking
i have three day time smokes and one night and eve
i seperate them by the effects
and which ever one did it couple days ago it was not the first time i smoked it
and it was in the AM gona be apayin attention
if it happens again

"Enjoy yourself. It's later than you think." - Socrates

i was just promoted into office
for the secret order of terd chuckers
a society on snob hill

i have connections and can get you in
it pays to know the right people

1Luv

hey bro, gettin close to the chop its killin me now waitin lol still got hope tho!

thats the spirit
i like that attitude


lots of luck
if nuthin dont bottom out
shit can happen an often does
if so there is always next time unless you give up


i believe






if i member correctly you pollenated 6 weeks back right - should be ther
like rollin craps lookin for a six -we lookin for seeds - let it ride

unless proven to be nuthin to believe in
at that pont im believin in the - next