I know, and I love thinking like that, because then everything on this planet, let alone the universe, loses it's meaning, and makes a whole new question. How the hell did this all come to be?
What are you? What am I?
I mean, are you You, or are you just another mass of particles whirling around at the speed of light at such incredible small sizes that we're basically made completely of space and nothingness, but then as beings we are composed of so much of the mass that particle's we've come to know and love as photons are bounced off of us ONLY due to magnetic and electric fields and then my brain interperts these as a "computer" or "words" haha I love being high.
and the only reason why I don't just fly through my keyboard and everything else is because of the millions of billions of little negatively charged electrong opposing one another. And somehow the arrangement of these particles can judge whether the particles can stick together, oppose, live, degrade, etc... but when you get down to it it's all just magnets and radiation.
tangent time- I was reading an article in Popular Science that some scientists were theorizing since atoms are made of electrons, protons, and neutrons, and that they're made up of up and down quarks that somewhere in the universe there has to be matter composed of strictly up or strictly down quarks. Now I don't exactly know the behavior of this "Strange Matter" as they're calling it, but they theorize that some stars may have been giant enough to rip apart matter at some point in a hypernova or some other drastic amount of energy release and then rearrance itself in the according pattern of all up and all down.
Now the only thing I could think of of what this woudl do would be major disruptions in magnetic and electric fields, but I don't exactly the significance of it I just thought it was an interesting fact. Note that I might not be 100% correct on how it's formed, but it's definitely something to research if you're interested.