halfloaf
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Yeh and thats how me and your dad and mum made you?What you talkin bout, you take it in the butt
Yeh and thats how me and your dad and mum made you?What you talkin bout, you take it in the butt
why you ask?Urca why this obsessed need to be in a relationship? Are u so unhappy that u need to validate your self worth by taking any shitty attention whatever asshole is willing to give? You're young and there are plenty of guys out there. Focus on you for a while, do the school thing and set yourself up for greatness, man or not. Sounds like you fall for any guy that will look at u twice and that's just a setup for dissapointment. Relationships are over rated. Kinda like a yard sale. Looks great from a distance but you soon realize its just a bunch of crap you don't need.
The question is "how do you feel about yourself ??? Do you like who you are ???why you ask?
because ever since i was 13 ive watched my friends, my siblings, random people i know, but generally 95% of them have been in a relationship, and I was the one always single. Guys always made fun of me and never wanted me. I had one dude spit in my face for being fat, another pour milk over my head. One guy in middle school put a desk on top of my feet and then jumped on it. Or how about the people who drive past me when I am walking down the street and scream hurtful things at me?
And all i ever wanted was to meet somebody like my friends and my sister and my brother did. To have somebody to talk to, make happy, kiss and etc. never happened in middle school. Im like ok well definitely in high school. Then the years went by i made alot of friends and still no guy would even look at me. My sister's bf of two years told me no one would ever want me, if i got a bf he would leave because i am such a bitch and ugly, took my pictures and wrote piggy on them. But I still hoped and tried to look good and be myself, despite how much it hurt.
I didnt even get my first kiss until I was 18 years old.
And then I spent hella long making him happy only to be denied the same happiness in return. And then one day after I did alot for him, he just vanished. After 8 months just stopped talking to me and vanished.
Coupled with all the guys I ever talked to who said yeah yeah i want you i like you you're pretty to me, but then they vanish out of thin air, leaving me wondering what i did wrong, or they call me up and let me know that they have a gf now so they dont want anything to do with me anymore.
It makes me feel like I deserve it and I know I dont. but thats why I feel the drive to finally have my first boyfriend, instead of a bunch of men who hurt me, or vanish once they know im theirs hook line and sinker
exactly as much as i dislike you urca, you need to get YOU figured out, you need to love yourself before you can love someone else, sounds like you might be prestering boys way to much , guys need alot of space along with that being said, you really should focus on yourself, make yourself feel good if you feel your ugly or fat then do something about it, youre obviously looking for love and not for casual dating, you cannot find love until you casually date, dont look for guys who say all the right shit, because those my girl are the players. love will happen when youre not desperately searching, again i would seriously suggest just doing you and making yourself happy first, people pick up on desperate needs for love, and they back away from it. its my guess youre searching in all the wrong places and looking endlessly and waiting for anyone to take a hint for you, however you dont need that. Work on going to college, getting drunk , hanging out with friends, do productive things with productive people volunteer at a animal shelter, work with children, go to community events and be apart of them , then you'll find real people who value life, and dont like to hurt others.Hell you young...focus on you...if you get you together everything else will fall into place. 19 hell I have a child older then you. Leave them damn boys alone..lol
are you in school ???
Hell I wanted to "like" that twice, so I "unlike" just so I can "like" it againexactly as much as i dislike you urca, you need to get YOU figured out, you need to love yourself before you can love someone else, sounds like you might be prestering boys way to much , guys need alot of space along with that being said, you really should focus on yourself, make yourself feel good if you feel your ugly or fat then do something about it, youre obviously looking for love and not for casual dating, you cannot find love until you casually date, dont look for guys who say all the right shit, because those my girl are the players. love will happen when youre not desperately searching, again i would seriously suggest just doing you and making yourself happy first, people pick up on desperate needs for love, and they back away from it. its my guess youre searching in all the wrong places and looking endlessly and waiting for anyone to take a hint for you, however you dont need that. Work on going to college, getting drunk , hanging out with friends, do productive things with productive people volunteer at a animal shelter, work with children, go to community events and be apart of them , then you'll find real people who value life, and dont like to hurt others.
im quite good with advice of all types.Hell I wanted to "like" that twice, so I "unlike" just so I can "like" it again
[video=youtube;H3CNhzSUbjs]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3CNhzSUbjs[/video]if you dont know i cant even get the sex. just a ugly fat girl who always tried to be a good girl, never complain, try to make him happy. and what do i get? a string of men who hurt me deep, still a virgin and never had a bf at 19. i wanna curl up sometimes and never wake up
Watched the entire video![video=youtube_share;PYF2mT-yy4o]http://youtu.be/PYF2mT-yy4o[/video]
Yeah, unfortunately, I think that is giving her too much credit...A scheme like that takes a lot of effort and planning, definately not something for the weekender troll, more like the work of a professional.maybe she's the mean boyfriend of her sister?