Ah, shit.. Sorry, Homer371!! I didn't see your post, or my first one lol. Tequila. lol. Sad But True(cue metallica) gotta stop this drinking for sure!! Listening to some House of Pain right now. Just got done with some Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young. And some N. Young lol. Thank You for the positive Energy!! I am betting I can make her grow some short buds in 3 wks. Force it, through the light cycle. Will see.
Yes, all is well. Matter of fact, All is Perfect. I need to eat dinner now. I should go. Beating anxiety to boot, even with the passing of my bestest friend. Now, time to move, and hang with my other bestest friend. It was always me, Daryl, and John. always. So now that D is gone, and J needs my help, I can't say no, or let J down. I already let D down. Won't do it to J. Over my dead cold rigid body. Not going to happen. One best friend is enough. Fuck Money. fuck the government and state, fuck greed, fuck it all. I hate it. Have since I was 14. Just put up with it. Well, no fucking more. Not going to support this pile of steaming hot shit.
Why? I'll tell ya.
1. the Fed Gov. says cannabis is sched. 1. Yet they sell it, as Marinol, for $1000 a pill. And it don't work even.
2. Half the schools in Detroit are closing down, due to lack of funds. yet we can spend 2 Billion a day fighting Afghan.
3. Big business taking over the middle class small businesses. Here in Kansas, Wal-Mart and big business are trying to buy out all the liquor stores in the State. SB 54. The dude and his wife who have spent their life savings to start a mom and pop liquor store, and work there, 14 hrs a day, 6 days a wk, will be out of business. Why? They can't compete with Wal-mart, who will get the stuff cheaper, and sell it cheaper, than the small liquor stores.
4. Follow my Path. Can't do that while working here in Kansas. Pics of where I am going, and guess what? Ever sit in a hot springs with 5 super hot, 20 on a scale of 1 to 10 women? Around 20 to 26, and they all laugh at your jokes, and read your palm and enjoy your company? Not to mention, the Rio Grande Flowing less than 2 ft. from the h. springs. Peaceful, and beautiful in many ways. And the culture there? I'm going to finally be able to do Sweat Lodges, and such. Make my Peace with the Pueblo/Lakota Indians. Learn from them.
Anyway, I should go for now. Night.