Jp.the.pope
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I like the first one
Closed Eye Visuals ?I like the first one
I remember i took acid and shrooms once. Had a similar experience.Three or four or perhaps a dozen things popped into the room and bubbles began forming on things as well as colored boxes and shapes. These things would flip, on a horizontal axis in a positive to negative space. They would either flip and leave a depression or flip and change color. It was very hard for me to pay attention to any conversation and I think I just stopped talking and held her and stared at the wall.
The next thing I knew I was all alone, except for these creatures and things I pulled from my unconscious. I will ask my friends what happened and hopefully they will fill me in. What I remember was the bubbles and flippy stuff happening and then several animals in the house, a bunch of yarn string looking stuff, was basically like walking through nonexistent cobwebs. It looked very similar to diagrams of what our universe looks like. It was red and blue mainly. There were transformer looking entities, a giant plaid bag looking thing some crystals some birds a mouse and hamster just all sorts of things running flying oozing and crawling around me. These i take it represented some of my friends and people and perhaps part of my subconscious becoming animate. I say that because I have a couple friends I know whose internet tag is some of the animals and other stuff I saw. I ran around looking for my friends and following the string yarn looking stuff. I had a blanket so I wouldn't be cold but I had nothing to do so I was being bombarded with visuals. It had been snowing inside the whole time.
When I looked at a light I saw halos of black and light and black and light...
There were colors you couldn't imagine inside and they were flipping and morphing and melting
There were no less than 50 different people things whathaveyou following me. The overall color of everything was flipping and changing too.
Most of the visuals would happen and then stay there (computer chips and paintballs swirls and random colors)
There were big gaping holes in everything with blackness underneath.
Somehow my visuals changed again and everything folded in on itself, im not sure how to explain it Ive seen it before but this was more. Just so much more it was like everything was going flat but to a single flatness. Like if you take a pop up book and fold everything flat and then fold it again and again and again... I dint have a visible body to see where I was and the whole room was sliding and melting away from me like if I walked to the wall I would never make it because the wall would slide away from me. But id run into things because I couldn't see them or myself at all. I lay down on the floor waiting hoping wanting for it to calm down but it was getting worse. Im not sure how long it had been mane 5-6 hours.in the complete silence and darkness (I turned the lights on and off but I couldn't see the light anymore it looked like shadows.
I started trying to call out to see if anyone was there and I panicked because it was so quiet. The only words that made sense was help. I was saying help me but I didn't know what me was. My friend came down and got me a glass of water but I didn't know what it was. When he was there all the people came back. Then he left and I panicked again. He came back and I decided to try to throw up to see if I would calm down. It was very hard for me because I was having a very strange sensation like I was a black hole. I was the singularity and everything I was seeing was a part of me. My vision went entirely blank and I saw a giant purple blue and white pulsating crystal orb thing. It was like it was pulsating because it was gaining information or knowledge from its surroundings and feeding the same thing back.
I had my friend help me get to the bathroom and I threw up a couple times. It felt like there was something inside of me that was just blocked and didn't want to leave. He asked if he should call paramedics.
No of course not. But it was not that easy to convince someone of that. So let me be clearer to you guys. I would not recommend this or even 1/10th this dose to someone. I knew that in my body (which was not even a thing at the time) I was ok. My heart rate was maybe 100-110 at the most. My body itself was ok just my head was having way too much. He got kind of scared and put his hands over me. Around my stomach and side. He didn't touch me just hovered his hands over my about 4-6 inches away. When he did that I felt a surge of energy leave my body and within 3 seconds I calmed down. It was so weird. Im not sure he noticed he did anything. Immediately after that I was still tripping incredibly hard but super calm I just went and lay down.
After I lay down I felt really calm and peaceful and saw everything return but not with as much strange ferocity as before. I saw the strings come back and played with them. Basically by doing yoga and focusing on my energy I could enter and manipulate the strings. I guess it would be kind of like a location I have seen represented by strings. Like I could enter a string and be in my house at a certain point in time. Very similar to the black hole scene in interstellar, except that I didn't see what was inside the string till I entered it.
Towards morning I noticed that my tendons were really sore and I also had no balance to do any yoga or stretches when a few hours ago I did. I stretched as best as I could and remembered finally I had some music on my phone which I played and lay down.
My friends daughter came down and I met her for the first time and she was melt like an ice cream cone. She looks like her mom though and was very nice to me. I was really nervous because I was tripping and didn't want to act weird but I pulled it off well. I was really focused on stuff like that and and even though the world was melting and bubbling I was very focused. She came downstairs finally and we cuddled for a bit which felt wonderful and calming. She slept on top of me and I instantly fell asleep. She kept remarking on how calm and collected I seemed to be. I don't want to sound too cliché but we connected deeply without much thought or physical connectivity it was really nonverbal communication and energy level connection. Her daughter was really into me and asked me a lot of questions and gave me lots of hugs. My friend said she doesn't normally act that way but could feel I was different (when they came downstairs in the morning I overheard the girl ask if I was magic and that made me laugh inside)
All in all it was a frightfully positive experience terrifyingly complete. I don't want to do acid again for a very very long time if ever. I feel deeply connected to my friend and hopefully I am getting connected with her family there were lots of happy loving vibes and when we were together I didn't feel like we were two separate things just one consciousness. We read each others minds a few times. She is getting better at it now. I feel I might not be able to keep a secret!
I got home about 6 pm .(~12-6 pm and still melty) so my roommate took me to Walmart where we did a ton of much needed shopping while I calmed down the rest of my trip. Eating dinner was amazing so delicious.
I hope you guys enjoy reading. I also hope it makes sense. Any questions or anything I can try to elaborate as I talked to both of my friends in detail while tripping so hopefully they remember with me!