im gonna bring this back for a bit.
ive been diagnosed with zero-negative sponodlaropthy (I hope I spelled all the correctly). basically is a heredity fform of a rare rheumatoid arthritis disease that effects most ALL my major joints (ankles, toes, knees, hips, shoulders, elbows, wrists). it does NOT effect my neck or back, not sure why but im thankful. what it does is the joint thinks its been damages and the bursa sack (sack that allows movement of a joint) gets inflamed and FILLS up with synovial fluid (kinda like oil for your joints) and separates the joint. its the most intense pain ive ever felt in my life. I can pop 10 vicodens and the4 pain will not lighten up. dr/er's used to give me fentanyl for pain and nothing. then have to put me out when I don't catch a flare up in time. it FVCKING sucks. ive had both hip sockets drained of fluid, both knees, both shoulders drained. the pain is soooo intense sometimes its not even worth living. its that damn bad. ive been in 2 motorcycle accident racing (kinda like Moto GP, ama, FIM) you see on tv. ive broken 4 ribs and a dislocated hip in 1 accident. the pain is nothing near my flareups when I don't catch it in time before it gets outta control.
NOW, im currently on Methotrexate injections (ive tried a lot of other pharmaceutical drugs and none worked) . the pills didn't work and I would have 1 flare up a month. on the injections ive only had 2 flareups in 9 months. a record for me in 9 years. BUT ive also been smoking ALOT more herb than before. its either the injections that are working better, or a combo of that and herb I grow. either way im happier now.