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Stoney McFried · Oct 29, 2008

I know...and let me tell you...I think some people are "drones." They're not capable of higher thought, either because they are unable or unwilling.To these people, appearances matter, and all that is ever seen of anything is the surface.

passdabong said:
Ya see, I tend to get pessimistic too, and that leads to apathy, and feelings that I can't have, or atleast to deal with all the bullshit like school, etc...

You express the level I get too eventually when I follow these thoughts - pointless, why even try?

I don't even know, sometimes these kinds of thoughts can get me down.. I'm kind of curious how some people can flow through all of it so complacently, and I guess...unaware? Maybe there thinking about something..but they supress it...these thoughts seem normal, but others don't think this way..

I feel like I'm running into a wall right now..

gogrow · Oct 29, 2008

bad habit... i jack threads, lol

yall make me want to trip... with both of you

Stoney McFried · Oct 29, 2008

Damn, that's sweet! :hug:

gogrow said:
bad habit... i jack threads, lol

yall make me want to trip... with both of you

passdabong · Oct 29, 2008

Stoney McFried said:
I know...and let me tell you...I think some people are "drones." They're not capable of higher thought, either because they are unable or unwilling.To these people, appearances matter, and all that is ever seen of anything is the surface.

When I start thinking that way I feel arrogant and i don't know, but ya, that's weird that some are drones, I feel like Will Smith in that fucking movie...what the fuck...ahh I scared myself, who thinks I'm a drone, wait.. are there different levels of conciousness, or mental levels, obviously someone is sayin the same thing about us...wow I've had these thoughts before.

Sorry I'm confusing myself.

Stoney McFried · Oct 29, 2008

I get some of my best thoughts on the toilet. We're all like the moving parts of an enormous antiquated clock...like cogs, and the people in our circle are cogs that we interact with...though all humanity is interconnected in this way, not all of the cogs have a chance to interact, and not all do it in the same way.

passdabong said:
When I start thinking that way I feel arrogant and i don't know, but ya, that's weird that some are drones, I feel like Will Smith in that fucking movie...what the fuck...ahh I scared myself, who thinks I'm a drone, wait.. are there different levels of conciousness, or mental levels, obviously someone is sayin the same thing about us...wow I've had these thoughts before.

Sorry I'm confusing myself.

passdabong · Oct 29, 2008

haha, thats funny. the toilet is a place of reflection for me as well.

thinking these thoughts makes me feel alone sometimes though, even though some agree i still feel alone..i can't even explain why..

is this my depressed/ive state, but while things can be amazingly fun at times I don't get the same simple enjoyment I used too, hard to explain, but I feel like I'm beginning to take things to seriously..maybe it's just right now? *shrug*

bleh..i'm sorry that doesn't make sense, it's just my perception of the way i look at things now has been shifted, and i'm not sure what to make of it

gogrow · Oct 29, 2008

Stoney McFried said:
I get some of my best thoughts on the toilet. We're all like the moving parts of an enormous antiquated clock...like cogs, and the people in our circle are cogs that we interact with...though all humanity is interconnected in this way, not all of the cogs have a chance to interact, and not all do it in the same way.

i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me :neutral:

... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....

ah, pooper philosophy :lol:

...

gogrow · Oct 29, 2008

passdabong said:
haha, thats funny. the toilet is a place of reflection for me as well.

thinking these thoughts makes me feel alone sometimes though, even though some agree i still feel alone..i can't even explain why..

is this my depressed/ive state, but while things can be amazingly fun at times I don't get the same simple enjoyment I used too, hard to explain, but I feel like I'm beginning to take things to seriously..maybe it's just right now? *shrug*

i think some people would call this "finding yourself"... we are really strange creatures

passdabong · Oct 29, 2008

gogrow said:
i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....

ah, pooper philosophy...

Stop pulling thoughts from my head!!! this is a reflection of why i show empathy for others, etc.. sjbgsilbifnsafuashf[oihf eIaj brain overload

passdabong · Oct 29, 2008

gogrow said:
i think some people would call this "finding yourself"... we are really strange creatures

The more I know, the scarier things get. And yes we are.

Stoney McFried · Oct 29, 2008

I do that too...I'm obsessed with finding out about my paternal grandmother and my ancestry, but it stops right at the grandparents....my grandmother committed suicide.Big family secret.I have one picture of her, or rather, my mom does in her family album, and her face is haunted.Maybe that's just me thinking it, who knows.I remember dad saying she sang them dirges at night and cried.

gogrow said:
i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....

ah, pooper philosophy...

NewGrowth · Oct 29, 2008

gogrow said:
i often find myself thinking about other people that i have never met.. and wondering what their mind/life is like... then i get sidetracked on the horrors of humankind... and it saddens me... to the point where i'll pass people on the street and just look at their eyes and know that there is a really interesting story in there just waiting, probably itching to be told; maybe even screamed from the rooftop... i think i am very empathetic... thats why i cant fight; it hurts me to hurt people... we're all so fragile for such "higher beings"....

ah, pooper philosophy...

Realizing our basic interconnectedness we naturally become more compassionate. To realize the true nature of things around you always remain in compassionate awareness. In awareness it is impossible to harm others. Of course total awareness is an ideal for most of us however it is entirely possible to achieve in our lifetime. Imagine a world where people cultivated compassionate awareness . . .

gogrow · Oct 29, 2008

passdabong said:
The more I know, the scarier things get. And yes we are.

now dont you really want to sit down an have a smoke with me? :mrgreen:

passdabong · Oct 29, 2008

I also could never go back to that 'ignorant' state I found myself in a month or two ago, it just couldn't happen.

People that have done LSD with me they really discovered themselves, what they wanna be, etc...

I feel more confused than ever, but they don't seem to get me and I can't even begin to explain.

passdabong · Oct 29, 2008

gogrow said:
now dont you really want to sit down an have a smoke with me?

You have no idea. Damn!

Stoney McFried · Oct 29, 2008

Alright, off topic, but who is that in your Av....looks familiar, and it's bugging me.

passdabong said:
I also could never go back to that 'ignorant' state I found myself in a month or two ago, it just couldn't happen.

People that have done LSD with me they really discovered themselves, what they wanna be, etc...

I feel more confused than ever, but they don't seem to get me and I can't even begin to explain.

gogrow · Oct 29, 2008

NewGrowth said:
Realizing our basic interconnectedness we naturally become more compassionate. To realize the true nature of things around you always remain in compassionate awareness. In awareness it is impossible to harm others. Of course total awareness is an ideal for most of us however it is entirely possible to achieve in our lifetime. Imagine a world where people cultivated compassionate awareness . . .

come on in, pull up a chair; here hit this bongsmilie

here's a though for yall... allways pondered this one.... if a man/woman lives their life in complete solitude... nobody knows them... was that a life worth living?? or is it just a waste of an intelligent creature and interactions/relationships that never happened???

passdabong · Oct 29, 2008

Stoney McFried said:
Alright, off topic, but who is that in your Av....looks familiar, and it's bugging me.

Bill Hicks, comedian, pretty good stuff. He's dead, you might want to check some of his stuff out. You might like it.

Stoney McFried · Oct 29, 2008

Only if we define ourselves buy our interactions with others, and not by who we are as an individual.

gogrow said:
come on in, pull up a chair; here hit this

here's a though for yall... allways pondered this one.... if a man/woman lives their life in complete solitude... nobody knows them... was that a life worth living?? or is it just a waste of an intelligent creature and interactions/relationships that never happened???

gogrow · Oct 29, 2008

passdabong said:
I also could never go back to that 'ignorant' state I found myself in a month or two ago, it just couldn't happen.

People that have done LSD with me they really discovered themselves, what they wanna be, etc...

I feel more confused than ever, but they don't seem to get me and I can't even begin to explain.[/quote]

you're a "trip escort" also??? sweet

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