I oppressed a white today. I'm not sure how I should feel.
I wanted something to eat so I ordered from Chick Fil A, a Spicy Southwest salad meal. The person who stood before me was white. She may have been forced to welcome me and asked politely what will I be having. I could the feel oppression that I was placing on her as she stood smiling at me, waiting for me to place my ORDER. My only thought was to make her feel isolated so I first ordered a vanilla shake with my meal and quickly changed it to chocolate. She smiled but I knew she hated the change from vanilla to chocolate. She even lied and said that she prefers strawberry then chocolate, with vanilla being her last choice. I knew her game so I smiled and replied "usually I would just get a lemonade, but today it is chocolate shake." I bet she was pissed and felt so damn isolated, but of course she just smiled and asked will I be having anything else. Success !!!! She is now willing to take all my commands. I simply said " that will be all ". I then paid her for my food and enjoyed seeing her work to complete my commands.
Please tell me how should I feel about this slavery, oppression and isolation I forced on this white lady today. Is this normal ?