NevaSmokedOut
Well-Known Member
man you are a parallel reality verison of me. sounds like you need a gf doc. im totally serious, no one can cope or make you feel better than the total opposite of yourself.
tired of being a scumbag but dont know how to change....
- Thread starter theexpress
- Start date
theexpress
Well-Known Member
life is kicking my ass at the moment......... :[
TripleMindedGee5150
Well-Known Member
Sound like me bro. When I was younger. I was on wellbutrin , like the yayo, in and out of juvi , county . Shit what helped me was having a kid. Don't go out and have a kid but that's what saved me.
I was in and out of Looney bins too. But now all the younger crowd and lots of friends look up to me. I learned that positivity is a big key. Keep busy.
Read, run lift weights. Don't dwell on shit. Make it a goal to be better . Make it a challenge so you don't give up. There is hope Mayne. Don't give up hope
I was in and out of Looney bins too. But now all the younger crowd and lots of friends look up to me. I learned that positivity is a big key. Keep busy.
Read, run lift weights. Don't dwell on shit. Make it a goal to be better . Make it a challenge so you don't give up. There is hope Mayne. Don't give up hope
DutchKillsRambo
Well-Known Member
Ever thought about working with animals?
I never dealt with anger much but I volunteer at an animal shelter and it's helped me normalize my mood swings. I think it has something to do with worrying about others and not just myself. That and dogs always make me happy.
I never dealt with anger much but I volunteer at an animal shelter and it's helped me normalize my mood swings. I think it has something to do with worrying about others and not just myself. That and dogs always make me happy.
Singlemalt
Well-Known Member
reps ...................
BarnBuster
Virtually Unknown Member
so what's happening?
dannyboy602
Well-Known Member
plus rep and a few extra characters
MrEDuck
Well-Known Member
Horses are good too.
Sounds like you need a hobby. Seriously tho, being in a rut is depressing as fuck, been there. Find something to look forward to while getting up in the morning whether it be a woman, or a project like rebuilding an old motorcycle or a muscle car or whatever floats your boat. Hey how about a really cool boat?
WeedKillsBrainCells
Well-Known Member
Already halfway into your first post and feel empathy. Especially the part about practicing to be a cold, cruel person - then it sorta becoming a reality. Was the same for me. Always was sorta jokingly a pessimist but eventually started to believe those things. It doesn't probably help but at least you know there's someone out there who feels like you.
eye exaggerate
Well-Known Member
Like. Very ADD
theexpress
Well-Known Member
quit smokin and sellin bud today. gave da whole gorilla grow away to my partner. threw away 3 fourths a p of schwagg i had left to flip cost me bout 400 bux fuck it. i dont wanna live like this anymore.. im almost 30 shit got old. this no longer wat i want in life. gotta pull my shit togather fast
Then go somewhere with it bro.
theexpress
Well-Known Member
yea i knlow gotta get back in rat race. need to find a job n shit. ill prolly smoke n grow again but im done dealin im for sure done with coke to. i need to earn right to smoke cant just turn into a lazy stoner again
The white lady is a girl that can keep me in a headlock - and I know it so I don't allow myself to play with her.
Growing up in S Fla in the 70's I have met that gal in her most pure form.
Just gotta say no & mean it or she'll take you.
theexpress
Well-Known Member
dude i just feel diffrent about everything now. i tried so hard to change to no avail. but now my eyes been open to alot of shit. and today was day 1. i hope i can keep this going untill i get back on right p ath.
theexpress
Well-Known Member
ive let friends go that were phoney.... seems liike the older u get the more valuable usee3 ur time being worth ive waswted alotof years... man i gotta start from scratch again. butsomehow im kinda lookinforward to it. these yearsarre flying byy
Believe me - that fuckin clock won't slow down.
Quite the opposite.
Time to plan for your long term future my friend.
PM if you want, I'm an old fuck & know a million ways to fuck your life up so just do the opposite of whatever I say.
:
Singlemalt
Well-Known Member
What he said.....thats the one drug that scared and tried to consume me
theexpress
Well-Known Member
lol u aint never lieing about planning my future... im 10 years behind. i donno if i can do the school thing plus i stiill need to get a ged. i gotta get out this state i moved from city to burbs but burbs still suck. this place aint for me doe illinois is my home. just dont wanna leave my family. my mom my bro my lil nephew an my uncle thats all i got in this entire world bro. i had a life changing view while i been sick as fuckBelieve me - that fuckin clock won't slow down.
Quite the opposite.
Time to plan for your long term future my friend.
PM if you want, I'm an old fuck & know a million ways to fuck your life up so just do the opposite of whatever I say.