HeartlandHank
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I've done the same thing (not read the thread) a million times. Honest mistake.
so lonely
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imchucky666
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Trolling, I wasn't trying to be a dick, but you were just being so insensitive.
Now I understand.
Now I understand.
Omgwtfbbq Indicaman
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well, bob ross has some words.
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MyPetSkunk
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DSB, I'm sorry to hear what you have went through. I too lost my dad 2 years ago(fucking cancer). We were really close. I grew up working with him, and even after I moved out we still spent close to 80% of weekends doing odd hobbies together and shit, all through my 20's. He was a big kid at heart.
In 2008, he was diagnosed with inoperable stage 4 lung cancer, after multiple visits to doctors about neck pain. Was never a smoker except the occasional cigar while we fished. The next 18 months were rushed with chemo and radiation, but to no avail. He stayed positive throughout the entire deal. After the last round of chemo, and a waiting period to get another scan of it after the scar tissue had subsided a little, they told us that there was nothing more they could do. Mind you, he was 54 and still lived a very active life, minus weight and hair loss, and the 2-3 bad days following a chemo treatment. But, the cancer had won.
The next 3 months were a downward spiral. Luckily my job allowed me to take personal leave of almost 2 months, to be there with him. Over the last week of his life, I don't think I have ever I had such a hurt and despair inside. This was literally my best friend, my hero, dieing in front of me. I too changed his diapers and administered his medicine. We had a great Hospice nurse who came out to the middle of nowhere every evening to help us and let us know what to expect. I stayed awake by his bed his last 3 nights here. He last spoke to me in the middle of the night, 18hrs before he died, and those are words that will forever be ingrained in me.
I was lying next to him, holding his hand when he took his last breath. His suffering was over. Through all of the emotion and hurt inside, I felt a wave of peace, like something filled a hole that was growing inside of me. To this day, I don't remember the man who was withered to nothing in that bed by cancer; I remember the young at heart, family-loving big kid that was my dad.
DSB, you must pull out the positives in times like these. If his death has upset you this much, then there is no doubt you have plenty of positives to rest your head on. And whether its here, or with family and friends, talk about it. I would imagine there is someone else in your family who feels the same, and could use a shoulder to lean on also. The pain will never really go away, but you can outweigh it.
I have upset myself now, must go to bed. DSB, good luck man, it will get better with time.
In 2008, he was diagnosed with inoperable stage 4 lung cancer, after multiple visits to doctors about neck pain. Was never a smoker except the occasional cigar while we fished. The next 18 months were rushed with chemo and radiation, but to no avail. He stayed positive throughout the entire deal. After the last round of chemo, and a waiting period to get another scan of it after the scar tissue had subsided a little, they told us that there was nothing more they could do. Mind you, he was 54 and still lived a very active life, minus weight and hair loss, and the 2-3 bad days following a chemo treatment. But, the cancer had won.
The next 3 months were a downward spiral. Luckily my job allowed me to take personal leave of almost 2 months, to be there with him. Over the last week of his life, I don't think I have ever I had such a hurt and despair inside. This was literally my best friend, my hero, dieing in front of me. I too changed his diapers and administered his medicine. We had a great Hospice nurse who came out to the middle of nowhere every evening to help us and let us know what to expect. I stayed awake by his bed his last 3 nights here. He last spoke to me in the middle of the night, 18hrs before he died, and those are words that will forever be ingrained in me.
I was lying next to him, holding his hand when he took his last breath. His suffering was over. Through all of the emotion and hurt inside, I felt a wave of peace, like something filled a hole that was growing inside of me. To this day, I don't remember the man who was withered to nothing in that bed by cancer; I remember the young at heart, family-loving big kid that was my dad.
DSB, you must pull out the positives in times like these. If his death has upset you this much, then there is no doubt you have plenty of positives to rest your head on. And whether its here, or with family and friends, talk about it. I would imagine there is someone else in your family who feels the same, and could use a shoulder to lean on also. The pain will never really go away, but you can outweigh it.
I have upset myself now, must go to bed. DSB, good luck man, it will get better with time.
Beansly
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Yeah, I don't buy it....
I'm not a fan of most of DSB's posts but even I know this ain't the time.
You have no class Troll. I think that's what everyone's trying to say. No tact.
And keep the SN, it suits you.
cancer survivor
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hey bro buck up! every day your not dead or in jail or the hospitol is a good day! i had bone cancer and came within inch of death,they wanted to cut my leg off i didnt let them, had radiation chemotherapy,lost my house,wife everything. came back I AM SAILING MY OWN SAILBOAT AROUND FLORIDA KEYS, SMOKING MY OWN BUD AND BANGING STRIPPERS 2 AT A TIME its gonna be alright just hang in there. your pal Cancer Survivortex
Beansly
RIU Bulldog
Good for you. Really.
Marley15
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I really feel for you DSB, I'm going through similar issues currently and it really sucks. Losing a loved one is probably the hardest thing in this life, it saps all the emotional energy right out of you and makes you feel like a shell of a person. Keep strong, it will get better..at least that's what I hear.
Trolling
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What does SN mean? My surname?
If it does, another person who does not understand the meaning of ironic.......
BOARDASFUK
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ok going to find your post to post
BOARDASFUK
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hopefully we can get it started with u as i dont see banned for me
but if u try hard sure u get it done
BOARDASFUK
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Still waiting for that copypasta quote by the way...troll
im still waiting to hear reason u used be a online friend and even invited u to other site and u attacking me for days since i was banned from other site
what fuck i do to u
Hepheastus420
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Ignore feature 
Trolling
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I'm not responding any more troll, ignored.
Trolling
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You read my thoughts.Ignore feature
BOARDASFUK
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oh dont play u aint ignoring shit u on edge of seat and in mean time u torture some animals
stop playing
u come on riu just try make people more miserable then your said live growing at home and hiding it from mom and dad
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