You'd probably be fine bringing your daughter, but that's up to you! Most festivals are family things. A 4 year old wouldn't understand the dilated pupils, they'd just understand the smiles, music and games
So I went to the ceremony Saturday night and wow. Peyote is amazing first off! I went in there with about 5 things that I wanted to figure out for myself. And it literally showed me all of them right in front of me, inside of my own head. One of the things was that I wanted to figure out how to use and notice chakras. I figured it out very fast. Not all the way. But at least now I know where and how to look for them. I figured it all out because of this rock.. Haha. I could see energy too. The radio was spitting patterns out because the music was coming out of it..
After I meditated on all of my problems and figured out what to do with them, I felt refreshed. Not a problem in the world. Then I remembered my friend saying that one of the times he did peyote, he saw how the universe was put together. Then my vision field moved forward and it looked like a little TV screen with black on all sides. It said, 'Here, I'm gonna show you that too.' And then these psychedelic wrenches came out and moved around my vision and put it together. It was very strange.
I could see this white stuff oozing out of these three ladies pupils and spilling all over them. It was awesome, someone else mentioned it and they said that it was their auras. There was a point where I just sat next to the fire with everyone and listened for a good while. I could hear my friends talking behind me, and the people talking at the fire. Listening to every word with a big smile on my face and absorbing it all. Those conversations were really interesting. All about Aliens and the whole gnomes, fairies and sprite subject. Also just various things about life, traveling and farming.. Also quantum mechanics xD
I went pee at one point before we started talking about Hidden Folk and when I was in the dark, I could hear these tiny voices and see these tiny silhouettes, I knew something was looking at me from just a few feet away. It was funny how uncomfortable that was but I took my time to stand there and feel weird. One of my friends mentioned this and it caused a whole talk about fairies and stuff because a lot of other people heard it too.
The strangest thing about that stuff is how gentle and nice it was. And the fact that it kind of feels like a vivid dream when it's over. Not to mention how it makes your voice sound like you just huffed some whippits.
The guy that runs the whole thing is very calm and collected. Great man! He's all about doing what you do and letting it do to you what you want it to do. There was no bad vibes there except this one lady. She was weird, I couldn't even look at her face.
We all shared what happened during our peak and she had a bad time? I had never even heard of that before. She did it to herself. Almost like she already had in her mind what it was going to do and then it did.
She explained it as, it told her that what it was showing all of us and what we were 'vacationing' on, it showed her the exact opposite. She said she was in this pit of despair, and it was all hateful basically.
It was the first time she had ever taken a psychoactive substance.
I really don't understand that. I literally tried to find a bad trip report and couldn't even find one! Not even on erowid. The bad ones were all due to taking peyote with about 4 other psychedelics!
Anyways, I love it in that place. I said earlier what the plan was and it's a little different. I'm going to save money until my friends and I can build an Earth home and live there on top of the mountain. I want a sitar first so I can play it on top of the mountain every morning haha. I feel like it'd be better for me to just go down there and live because there will be much peace and quiet along with how nice everyone that lives down there is.