LetsGetCritical
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Skunk xRedbeard. they seem to be pretty slow going. don't know whats wrong with the second one, they aren't getting any nutes.
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Skunk xRedbeard. they seem to be pretty slow going. don't know whats wrong with the second one, they aren't getting any nutes.
LetsGetCritical
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ok guys im quite shattered and this journal is nearing the end. the other night my "girlfriend" and i got into argument, she wanted me to go, i ended up threatening to take our 2 yr old daughter away with me, well, she called her meth head sister and boyfriend and there son who is training in mma to 'evict' me. they failed and long story short i did end up leaving with my dog only cus i knew the police were on the way. an hour later i thought, this isnt fair on the dog, shes shaking and scared so i went home, the sister and that are still there, and so are the cops. i knock on the door, the cops open and i let the poor dog in. they handcuff me and throw me in the back of the van. i sit there for eternity it seems and i realise when more cars pull in shes told them about my plants. so i get let inside and they video me in front of the tent and then flick the lights and rip my plants out. They took about $3000 worth of equipment, 2 ck 30 days into flower and three seedlings. I spent the night in lockup re assault, possess prohibeted plant, and they found a bayonet in my car so they charge me with having unlawful weapon. I get bail at 3pm the next day. the whole night in the fucking freezing concrete bed im not thinking about my plants, my ex or anything, but my 2 year old daughter saying dadda, dadda and i hit an all time low. I must add here that althougth obviously i am no angel, i have never fought with anyoneor argued with anyone in front of her, smacked my daughter or raised my voice at her. i front the magistrate and get conditional bail. part of that is i cant go home, legally, not that shed let me anyway, im let out wearing jeans, a tshirt and thongs, with my police bag containing my watch a couple of smokes and some paperwork and the keys for my car which is missing half because i didnt think and bent it before the cops searched my car, they snapped it and somehow the important half got 'lost' ) its freezing and ive nowhere to go. i walk into the salvos shop and ask if i leave my $700 armani watch can i take a $6 jacket, they give me the jacket. By the end of the night found a temporary roof with an old friend. I still have the clothes on my back, nothing more. I havent spoken to my "girlfriend" . My parents are on holidays. A current friend rang me today and he's not in a great position either but we may get a place together some weeks down the track. I'm shattered but all that matters is my baby and I dont know how long it will be before i see her. I love u guys, my true friends, and i didnt want to just dissapear. lgc
LetsGetCritical
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im in a public library so i only get an hour i will be on here but not very often
LetsGetCritical
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thanks yeah a lot of things were said that werent ment im sure i didnt actually threaten to take her i just said i dont think she is safe there if i left she took that as different, anyway its all over now .
shit happens for a reason dont listen to anyone who tells you to threaten that part of the family or break in. go about it the big boy way become the best person you can be in this kind a situation anything you do to jeopardize yourself will only ever land you in hot water
LetsGetCritical
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thanks man there are tears coming from my eyes as i write this, edit: read this i ment
LetsGetCritical
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no im not doing any revenge, my girl is best with her mum, she IS a great mum, i give her that. its just the other people that hang around, im sure she will be ok. Im just going to do a day at a time.
LetsGetCritical
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i do think it happened for a reason, i think that it tells me that the only thing really important is my daughter, i hope it sinks in, well 13 minutes left, lol. talk later
Growingforpeace
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Be strong, remember you did the best for your daughter that you could. A lot worse things could have happened, be glad you still have your daughter and your health. Just two days my new neighbor I hadnt even had the chance to introduce myself to was killed in a bike accident. She was only in her early twenties. Things can change in an instant, always appreciate what you do have.
reddiamond
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Sorry to here that bro, you take care and i hope it all works out ok for you.
raiderman
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man bro,maxe me sick to hear this,pm me if yu need anything bro, hava a lot of extras jus sittin in storage,yure good in my books..had something like that with me 3 yrs ago,my sorry nephew whome I raised 10 yrs ratted on me while I was runnin 2 bedrooms a garage and a closet grows and took me for 35,000 in smoke including my dignity at the time,luckily to me the greedy bastards kept 5 lbs of smoke,coin collections ,etc etc etc and another rat turned in the bigger rat and barely got out of it but stayed on the run after I made a huge bond for near 3 yrs,jus finally putting the pieces back together,yure friend always.rdr.
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