Lace and Frills <3
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april
Pickle Queen
And the bowl i`m gonna puff on after i post this is 4 u muffin, cheers
Oh those are beautiful buds! well done
woodsmaneh!
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Endless sky is right on and so is his Big Laughing. Hummmm G13 heard a lot of shit talk about it, not how it smokes but is it the real G13. Anyway enjoy...
xKuroiTaimax
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FUCKING FUCKER.
So after weeks of calling again, Mr Hot and Cold says he finally realizes he's been dating crazy bitches (which he has, they always break his heart) and that he would like to see me tonight.
So I get in the bath for 3 hours, feel for a moment I'm worth the expensive soaps and body butter. Get my hair done etc.
We were texting while I was in the bath and stuff. Everything seemed fine.
As I type I'm in my red garter belt, black stockings and polkadot undies. I've missed out on all the New Year's Day family shows on the one day my dad is around for the night while I was getting ready for him...
AND THE FUCKER SUDDENLY TEXTS ME TO SAY HE IS TOO HUNGOVER TO SEE ME.
FUCK.
NOT AGAIN.
EVERY SINGLE DAMN FUCKING TIME. I knew it wasn't worth the bother. Just have to sheepishly get changed, go downstairs and tell my mother I'll be in tonight after all.
It's a fucking slap in the face, like something telling me 'who the fuck do you think you are, no one wants you.' I feel stupid making myself look all nice for him.
It's always fucking me that gets stood up, or they forget I exist the next day or flat out reject me in the first place. You know what, the last option seems the least painful now.
FUCK IT.
/Rant
So after weeks of calling again, Mr Hot and Cold says he finally realizes he's been dating crazy bitches (which he has, they always break his heart) and that he would like to see me tonight.
So I get in the bath for 3 hours, feel for a moment I'm worth the expensive soaps and body butter. Get my hair done etc.
We were texting while I was in the bath and stuff. Everything seemed fine.
As I type I'm in my red garter belt, black stockings and polkadot undies. I've missed out on all the New Year's Day family shows on the one day my dad is around for the night while I was getting ready for him...
AND THE FUCKER SUDDENLY TEXTS ME TO SAY HE IS TOO HUNGOVER TO SEE ME.
FUCK.
NOT AGAIN.
EVERY SINGLE DAMN FUCKING TIME. I knew it wasn't worth the bother. Just have to sheepishly get changed, go downstairs and tell my mother I'll be in tonight after all.
It's a fucking slap in the face, like something telling me 'who the fuck do you think you are, no one wants you.' I feel stupid making myself look all nice for him.
It's always fucking me that gets stood up, or they forget I exist the next day or flat out reject me in the first place. You know what, the last option seems the least painful now.
FUCK IT.
/Rant
april
Pickle Queen
Aww sweety i'm sorry
Sounds to me like u should call some girl friends and still go out, fuck him, don't answer his text anymore, do urself a favour and read this thread again, read ur own words, seriously he's not worth the effort and pain. Are u not on a dating site for ur area? if not u should be 
I was when i was close to ur age, made many male and female friends, lol not what u think with the girls, only friends. Sorry sweety but ur setting urself up every time u allow this asshat to play with ur emotions, he knows u would literaly do anything for him and he's using this to satisfy his own empty feelings. Sorry but u need to cut this one loss and move on for ur own good sweety.sending u hugs and snuggles xoxoxoxoxox
thump easy
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you guys need to text me...
Carne Seca
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This is the first time I've ever wanted to bitch slap you (metaphorically speaking). He is a control freak and is manipulating you. As long as he can fuck with your self-confidence he has control over you. It's not about your looks. You are a very beautiful woman. And this coming from a 6+ on the kinsey scale full blown (no pun intended) homosexual. You take my breath away sometimes. But.... you have some self image issues and he knows this and is using it to keep you on the hook. He is a very flawed individual. Once again, this is a toxic relationship. Get out of it.
If I were in your neck of the woods I would drag your ass out of that house and take your ass shopping. We'd bitch about men and bad hair days.
cannabineer
Ursus marijanus
Kuroi, he seems to be the Lucy to your Charlie. cn
xKuroiTaimax
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Thanks April.
I tried the girls. No one's interested. I just called around and It's too late for me to be allowed out now.
Sorry, so sorry for raving here again. I seriously thought I meant more to him. I don't know what to do. I'm scared the same will happen on a dating site- guys just looking for someone easy to manipulate. I'm a fucking trouble magnet. Last night am older man tried to drag me off the street into his apartment. Tonight I get rejected again.
I was wearing fucking combat pants and a hoodie again. You see me put all my panty shots up here, you see me flirting all the time; I wouldn't be surprised if half of you think I'm some dirty whore. That's not how it is. I'm sick of that voice dictating that the only arms I should ever feel around me are those of some sick old man. It wouldn't even be so bad if it was because they thought I was attractive. No. I was just available. My first time was taken from me, it's as if I was asking for all this bullshit but I never. I swear to god, all you thinking I set myself up for this, I didn't.
I'm sorry again. I know a pot forum isn't the most 'appropriate' place to vent but I don't even feel I tell my psychologist some of this stuff. I'm ashamed of it. The less I feel worth something the more I find myself locked in a stall somewhere and just not caring. I've stopped reporting shit, because I feel like I'm a waste of police time.
I'm sorry. I have a headache from crying but I still think a bowl of soya ice cream is called for now. Calming down.
I tried the girls. No one's interested. I just called around and It's too late for me to be allowed out now.
Sorry, so sorry for raving here again. I seriously thought I meant more to him. I don't know what to do. I'm scared the same will happen on a dating site- guys just looking for someone easy to manipulate. I'm a fucking trouble magnet. Last night am older man tried to drag me off the street into his apartment. Tonight I get rejected again.
I was wearing fucking combat pants and a hoodie again. You see me put all my panty shots up here, you see me flirting all the time; I wouldn't be surprised if half of you think I'm some dirty whore. That's not how it is. I'm sick of that voice dictating that the only arms I should ever feel around me are those of some sick old man. It wouldn't even be so bad if it was because they thought I was attractive. No. I was just available. My first time was taken from me, it's as if I was asking for all this bullshit but I never. I swear to god, all you thinking I set myself up for this, I didn't.
I'm sorry again. I know a pot forum isn't the most 'appropriate' place to vent but I don't even feel I tell my psychologist some of this stuff. I'm ashamed of it. The less I feel worth something the more I find myself locked in a stall somewhere and just not caring. I've stopped reporting shit, because I feel like I'm a waste of police time.
I'm sorry. I have a headache from crying but I still think a bowl of soya ice cream is called for now. Calming down.
xKuroiTaimax
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Ok, fuck. I'm going to shut up about it now.
NeerNeer, I love you. April, you're the big sister I never had. Carne...so are you, and I am most deeply flattered.
I'm going to try and stop crying before it makes my hair all frizzy.
No more tears. Everyone parties in this thread, now. I've got dairy free ice cream and an ounce and a half of kush and power plant to smoke. Everything's shitty but screw that for now. Take your clothes off, put your nice clothes on, bring a bottle, pack a bong.
Thanks guys. Now don't let me drag you down, have fun x
NeerNeer, I love you. April, you're the big sister I never had. Carne...so are you, and I am most deeply flattered.
I'm going to try and stop crying before it makes my hair all frizzy.
No more tears. Everyone parties in this thread, now. I've got dairy free ice cream and an ounce and a half of kush and power plant to smoke. Everything's shitty but screw that for now. Take your clothes off, put your nice clothes on, bring a bottle, pack a bong.
Thanks guys. Now don't let me drag you down, have fun x
thump easy
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you need to stop playing with players n find someone that likes you for u.. thats fucked up.. man if i was single woohoo... your to pritty for a dumb ass...
xKuroiTaimax
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I don't 'go after players'. Honestly. I had feelings for this guy thinking he was genuine. I'm not attracted to 'dysfunctional bad boys' because then I really would have been literally asking for trouble. I want someone who wants me for me, but I've yet to encounter such a person, in person. Rapists don't count lol.
Anyway, we're supposed to be partying- I think I'll roll another twister- do you like this one? :3
Anyway, we're supposed to be partying- I think I'll roll another twister- do you like this one? :3
thump easy
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shit i woke up drinking to get over the hang over lolz... its gona be a good day..
RobbieP
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wow i havnt even been reading this thread for that long but damn !!! IM a dude and even i though tthis guy is a complete fuckin twat , dont let him fuck you about , remove that pricks number out ya phone , go get dressed up go out and have a great laugh dance with all the guys and have a playfull night ,turn them all down when they try anything other than dancing and banter .. you will end up feeling great and the next time your out , guys will flock
ganjames
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This is the first time I've ever wanted to bitch slap you (metaphorically speaking). He is a control freak and is manipulating you. As long as he can fuck with your self-confidence he has control over you. It's not about your looks. You are a very beautiful woman. And this coming from a 6+ on the kinsey scale full blown (no pun intended) homosexual. You take my breath away sometimes. But.... you have some self image issues and he knows this and is using it to keep you on the hook. He is a very flawed individual. Once again, this is a toxic relationship. Get out of it.
If I were in your neck of the woods I would drag your ass out of that house and take your ass shopping. We'd bitch about men and bad hair days.
Carne Seca
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uhhh...no.
Who the fuck wears red nails with pink tulle and feathers? Dear god that queen needs an intervention.
Who the fuck wears red nails with pink tulle and feathers? Dear god that queen needs an intervention.
ganjames
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Well excuseeeeeeeee me!
That's what google images thinks a flamboyant gay guy looks like.
cannabineer
Ursus marijanus
Pic reminds me of ... cn
Beansly
RIU Bulldog
Morning Kuroi-chan, Happiest New Year to you sweetheart!
First off, I would like to apologize on behalf of my gender. What an inconsiderate jerk! Nobody deserves that. Men are so stupid sometimes. Our egos are so fragile that we'll take any chance we can get to fortify it. I know you must feel foolish because you thought he cared about you. I hope you know that my criticisms of him aren't tacit criticism of your judgment. I think you're great, and from what I know about you, I think your beautiful inside and out.
The fact that he called you bitching about the 'crazy girls' he's dated should've been a red flag. Us guys don't have the same social network that women have, because we aren't as open with our feelings with our friends. so when we get our little feelings hurt, we don't have anyone to talk to and we keep it all inside.... OR we keep a girl around in our front pocket that we can unload on when we need a shoulder to cry on or an easy lay.
At the very least, he doesn't appreciate you. Have you ever told him the stuff you tell us? About how you feel about him and about how excited you get when he says he wants to see you?
I bet you that the day you decide to assert yourself by leaving him is the day he realizes what he gonna lose.
I mean what's he waiting for? If he hasn't committed to you yet, he's might just be playing you.
I'm sorry if I'm being too blunt, but I hate seeing someone I care about being taken advantage of. The only thing wrong with you is your self-image. You're a smoking hottie, you're smart, you're loyal to your man and you smoke weed. I'm ot exaggerating when I say that if there is such thing as a perfect woman, you have the potential to be it. No lie.
He's just one guy mija, and you're SOOO young still... Just cause one jerk can't see what he's got, doesn't make you unlovable. Keep your heap above water and keep chugging on!
It's not gonna be easy, but once you move on, you'll be much better off. I honestly believe things happen for a reason. If it wasn't meant to be with him, it because there's something better down the line. It's a new year, and it's time for a new perspective!
I know that most likely nothing I say will change much inside you, but I just wanted you to know that me, a REAL person, thinks you're awesome just the way you are. Peace and love sweetheart
Chin up. We love you.