Hello Donnie,
I am wrong? About what... please educate me... I want to learn...
What happened to daniel pearl... he had his head cut off I belive.. ? correct.. is this what you are reffering too?
I don't think anything about it.. nothing at all.. I remember hearing about it and watching anger build up in me...and then pass.... I remember experiencing that achy feelling in my jaw.... like I blew up to many ballons... I also get that achey jaw experience just before I cry... BUt it is just reaction.. it is not me... I can go beyond that reaction... I dont need to act... not beyond.... but i can watch that FEELING. that experience and see where it is coming from... it is not the root ... it is not the truth.. it is actuall coming from somewhere deeper.. there is somtning else besides feeling and intellect... this is awareness...
From this view, this perspective,,, it is peace that needs to be followed and practiced... killing under any circumstance is not acceptable... of course, things happen... and it is not even PEACE,,, it is somethig that I can only point at. adn if yu had a glimmer you may see what I am pointing at... but the mind can not see it.. BUT it can witness the mind...
and so this is what you call my imagination... But i can share with you how to get a glimmer at moment... and from this place, you can see where all feelings and thoughts arise.. it is a place.... often called FEAR... or false preservation..
infortunatley .. people have tried to stake owneship of it and call it GOd or certain religions...
Somebody punches you and when you push them away they fall off a cliff... somebody tries to suck you kak and you accidentally choke them and they die.. alright.. things happen..
I am not talking about things happening.. I am talking about MINDFULL murder.. kiling people to protect a FALSE identity.. killing people on FALSE and MADE up realities..
I am talking about a world that exists.. this place is called earth.. and it is ok to just relax and let things BE...
making up a world of good and evil, right and wrong, this is insanity... but it is not wrong and I do not judge those who play there game with such vigelance that they have lost themselves in THE game and actually belive their story.. this is fine...
it happens to me too...
if you see a slice of cake.. you see an american... if you see a whole cake you see a person... if you see the kitchen you see ... ? so what is daniel pearl... what was killed... what did the killing....
what is KILLING....
You may see this as double talk.. I see this as a serious valid issue.. because there are lives at stake and the root should be FOUND.. the root is so much deeper than the intelect or emotion.. why act BASED on what the mind SAYS.. when YOU can go to the SOURCE... there is a root that can be seen and PEACE be had... but it is each mans responsibilty to get to this root... it is not done through the masses...
I was by no means saying you were close minded..
if anything I might have been eluding that YOU are MIND... but not close minded... and I don;t think there is even such a thig as an open mind...
There is nothing in the mind that can remedy this situation of righyt and wrong and killing people..... the mind is a DOING machine... even when it is NOT DOING, or trying to quit.. it is still doing or trying..... IT can not even turn itself off!
The solution is NOT in this MIND SPACE...
and since you have clearly stated that what I am pointing at is double talk and not facing the issues head on.. I am not sure what more there is to say...
I use to think many of the thoughts that I have heard expressed by you and others.. and they seem very "I AM (fill in the blank)... That "I am an america, a father, a lawyer, a proud farmer, a black man, I am hungry... I am angry... I am right.... That whole "I am" trip is just a funny movie now... Becasue this is your trip. and you have an identity in I am, you defend that existence.. and when it is threatened.. you feel the need to defend.. or GO on the attack... and I even felt the urge to defend my story.... my I AM... and I am sorry... lol
and when I saw people pointing at the moon.. i used to stare at their hand.... but it is no longer that way... now I look at the moon and the hand.. and enjoy every minute.
I have never felt better about retribution... I never felt good about hurting somebody who hurt me.. it never healed my hurt.. and I wasn't willing to accept that I had to go through life feeling this pain.. or fighting the "good" fight.. where was the peace?
I have never met anybody who was happy that they hurt somebody..
AND ANYBODY that I have ever met or talked to (which is really irrelevant) that has peace.. has gone beyond retribution.. beyond forgiveness... they saw the whole KITCHEN and beyond.. and they surrendered to their self made identity of false hurt and constant mind chatter..... and all was finally settled
and I made a concious decision to evolve... to watch the mind... and go beyond... NOT beyond.. to become aware of something besides THOUGHT... something that can actually watch thought... but does not have to be swept away from thought..
I don;t even feel good about our "arguement" I don't want to prove you wrong.... you are not wrong... they are thoughts that you are aware f.. and you are becoming....
If you believe that there is evil then so be it. that is your world... in my world your evil exists.. but evil does not exist...
iloveyou