With painful medical conditions you never actually win , you learn how to live with them . They affect everything else in your life , just do the best you can with it . I know had my head and face opened up in Iraq . I'm lucky that the plastic surgeon got me looking like a person again . Get no check for it , filed on em for almost 18 years and got nowhere . Fuck the US corrupt ass bitch policy makers - politicians . I risked my life more than once for this country to be able to say that , had good friends who lost their lives for it . Not for what we have here now as far as leaders go , they risked it for America , not the way it is but the way it could be . With socialist medical programs you get what you get and thats it . If they work for you -great . If not it sucks . Thats socialism . America is still my land my country , and I hope you can make it yours too . Just know it's the leadership we have -all of them stink of greed and corruption .