I used to love smoking weed, i used to fiend it and it used to be a very social thing for me.. to smoke weed with my friends and a bunch of people... but couple years ago i got really depressed and was smoking weed while i was depressed. So i was just hanging out at home by myself depressed smoking weed alone. and it made me really paranoid and have bad anxiety. Especially when i did it with other people.. so i stopped for like 1 year. cuz i hated the high so much
when i came out of depression i thought, i should be ok to smoke weed again, seeing how i was back to normal... but i was wrong.. when i smoke it. even alone i get really paranoid and get anxiety.. feeling like everyone is judging me and thinking about every little thing... instead of just chilling out like i did when i first started smoking...
it fucking sucks, cuz all my buddies still smoke, and i want to. not cuz they do.. cuz i want to.. but i cant cuz i get so anti-social when im high.
sorry for rant. but was woundering if anyone had the same problem??? advice??