Holy shit - REALLY?
Where do you go? I thought you were thinking about starting fall 2015 but then moved stateside.
Meh, I don;t know - I just thought you left the school dream for the family dream.
I've read a lot about this stuff, in school, psych.
But, I know a lot about it too. Been having issues mentally since 16. Depression, anxiety, often under control, sometimes not.
Alcohol, was probably one of the worst things for me. I used to drink when I was unhappy. Obviously made me more unhappy.
Never do that anymore.
Sounds like you shouldn't smoke weed if you're getting panic attacks though. Maybe it's the kind? Sativa? INdica? Hybrid?
There are way too many factors here to actually be able to tell you what to do. And every drug works differently in everyones body.
I took an Ambien or something on a plane to sleep and it made me FUCKING HYPER and wired. What works for one, doesn't work for everyone.
I'm on my 5th antidepressant since 2001. This is one works, the other - didn't.
I'd check online for side effects and combinations with other drugs.
You have these problems in daily life, or just with weed?
In my opinion, therapy is Gawd. There's a lot of promise with cognitive behavioural therapy and social anxiety.
Also, forums. Social Anxiety forums. It's nice to talk to people that feel like you.
Makes you not feel so alone, you know?
