budsmoker87
New Member
I've spent the past 7-8 months of my life in a VERY desolate oil boom town. Men out-number women 30/1 in these parts...tiny population to begin with, and then men come from all over to work in the oil field.
I'm overwhelmed by beauty...to the point where I avoid beautiful women...EVEN when there are signs of mutual attraction
I'm in Arizona right now and beautiful...i mean, absolutely BREATH taking women are out and about. I haven't seen this many hot girls in a while and, let's just say, the mere sight of it all feels like sensory overload. how can LOOKING at PEOPLE hijack all of my senses? I mean my heart starts racing, my mouth/throat dry up and I feel dizzy/faint. This is a problem as I don't want to come across as an intoxicated OR intimidated fool when I approach them.
I've thought about doing a yoga class while here, JUST to test my concentration/focus in the presence of lots of beautiful women. I want to meet a lady friend here
I'm overwhelmed by beauty...to the point where I avoid beautiful women...EVEN when there are signs of mutual attraction
I'm in Arizona right now and beautiful...i mean, absolutely BREATH taking women are out and about. I haven't seen this many hot girls in a while and, let's just say, the mere sight of it all feels like sensory overload. how can LOOKING at PEOPLE hijack all of my senses? I mean my heart starts racing, my mouth/throat dry up and I feel dizzy/faint. This is a problem as I don't want to come across as an intoxicated OR intimidated fool when I approach them.
I've thought about doing a yoga class while here, JUST to test my concentration/focus in the presence of lots of beautiful women. I want to meet a lady friend here
