BarnBuster
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I hope I don't come back as a zombie
need some rope ?ive had my share of small furry animals...i think im ready to get the hell outta here...
Yes I'm afraid of getting older! my main concern is not being able to care for my self especially personal things, my mind is still young with a devilish sense of humour, I really wish my body was the same, but each day is painful exhausting and a struggle and sometimes death almost feels inviting, was it not for my children and grandchildren I would have given in to its invite many month's ago. I am not afraid of death itself, but I am a little concerned about the transition I hope its peaceful and quick. Leaving my family will be the hard part, my daughter still needs me where as my sons are very independent, to leave her would be hard. When you knock on deaths door your mind is consumed with death and every part of it, the only peace I have is that I have people who have passed waiting for me, just as I will wait for those I love to join me. As you might have guessed this is a subject I have given much thought to, so forgive me if I appear a little morbid.Just curious on thoughts i knoww its not a common subject but that's why i chose it.
personally getting old scares me.
dying does not because i have died in the emergancy room and was brought back and i know its peaceful and nothing to fear. its just like sleeping.
old age however scares me mainly because of degradation of cells and everything that accompanies it.