For fear [haha]I'm a part of something bigger, that I'm a Spirit [conscious energy] having a physical experience, that I'm responsible for my own actions & those actions determine my experiences, that this 'life' is not my 1st nor will be my last incarnation, that I will keep coming back to try again if I fuck up this one. Iow I learned enough to know that I'm 'safe', not my physical body that is but my Spiritual body, my soul [for those who don't know the difference - the soul is a spirit having a physical experience]
I'm very content in what I believe
Isn't it funny, that our beliefs almost always coincide with our deepest desires?
It doesn't matter how passionate you are about your beliefs in souls, afterlife, reincarnation. It doesn't matter how hard you believe, how much you tell yourself you are certain that these things exist, and that existence and reality is exactly what you think it is... the fact will always remain;
That you could be wrong, about everything you believe. The possibility that this is a dream, purgatory, a form of hell... any idea you can come up with, will always exist.
Like i said before, and i mean no offense, the only way you can avoid the fear of not knowing our most desired unanswered questions in this existence, is to pretend you have them. You can tell yourself you know you have a soul, but you don't know that for sure. You can tell yourself when you die you will reincarnate into another form, but you don't know that for sure. You can tell yourself anything you want in order to fill the void of ignorance that everyone on this planet has, but i don't think lying to yourself is going to help you, or anyone one else for that matter.
But you must do what you need to in order to feel happy, to not feel scared, some people have to barrow ideas from others or make them up in order to be happy in an existence filled with unanswered questions.
And as it is, i am quite content and happy living my life accepting the fact that i don't know certain things, and certainty is not a privilege i can afford if i want to be honest with myself about everything.
If there is anything you can take away from this, just know one thing; You Could Be Wrong.
But most people just choose to ignore that fact, and i'm almost positive you are one of those people.
No offense, there is nothing wrong with that, it just is what it is.