um, its been two days since i got high, and im miserable. not only that, but its been at least a week since i actually felt high when i smoke, as opposed to a good buzz. idk, i feel like breaking down and buying weed, but like i know i should save money. but i really miss the feeling of being completely stoned. and my sleeping patterns are all fucked up. gah!!!!! any words of wisdom
Think of all the things you can buy with the money your saving. Think of all the things you can remember and get done, sometimes its amazing to scan through your mind and remember loads of stuff like childhood memories, like a focus or meditation. Think of how your not addicted to weed!! Are you addicted? Then its time to solve it! If not then chill out
I used to always get miserable when I stopped smoking but thats because of the escapism done during smoking. Know this for a fact and understand the world is always the same. Remind yourself! I don`t get pissed of anymore, there sure is a tendency but I know for a fact its pointless and I stop it then and there. When I turn to being sober and the first thing pisses me off I go "oh these are all the wonderful things I forgot about" and smile
Do you do yoga or meditation? If not concider it!
Remind yourself that you are in power! You have your logic, your senses and your emotions. You make a plan with your mind and you follow it. The only thing that gets in your way is your emotions and feelings. Thats the trick here, do you let your emotions/feelings control you or do you say you are in command of this ship! This isn`t screwing up your emotions and chucking them in the bin, its telling them to stand aside for the choice you made!
I have smoked 1 1/8th in over a month its really not that hard! I`m choosing to stay sober for a while now, its simply NOT NECESSARY! Its also
happens to be a
luxury and I can`t afford those at the moment
Oh my sleeping patterns fucked all the way to jupiter too, it plain sucks!
Be strong sister, we can both do it!
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