Try sherwin williams or homedepot for a resporator. Maybe you have a close friend or family whom u trust enough to help you out. Not a good option but if it came down to it you never know.
My wife wasnt able to successfuly brest feed our son because he wouldnt latch on at all. So we just carried on using bottles with our second child
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