(1) That was PANDA not Pada, no one commented on you (except me, now), andAdorable
You people confirm every belief about strangers I have with every post..
(2) The "You people" issue is evidence of your 'ism' for whatever group you are currently projecting your fear and mistrust upon (ie generalization of the roots of prejudice against a group), and
(3) "every belief about strangers" posits a sad dichotomy for the autistic spectrum disorder part of you. Here's the logical dilemma, how can you ever make a friend or lover if you use every interaction to support your fear spawned hatred, of other humans. We all begin as strangers each to the other. It explains the rape fantasies Pad, because if you can't overcome the initial stranger mistrust how can you ever get close enough to risk your emotions.
Pad good luck with this. I hope you can find peace from the mistrust and hatred for others you are constantly working through here. It's a tough place to be in and I would not wish that on my worst enemy this holiday season. So whatever you believe in I hope it can help you, happy holidays.
Annie