Rip ryan...never again!

DukeOfDenver

DukeOfDenver

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Dude, kinetic...don't fuck with me and i wont fuck with you don't be so noid. I have Love remember...white hat. Then just go to you tube and put in red hot warlocks. PEACE BRO, LOVE, SMOKE......

They come from every state I find...
 
DukeOfDenver

DukeOfDenver

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Chiefer yeeeaaahhhhh i love ya broda! My sunny thank you so much i needed that tonight! Lol!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeaaahhhh thank god for riu!
 
chewberto

chewberto

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My name is Chewberto and I am needle free for the last 4 years and I have to assume responsibility for the Abuse. I was first turned on to drugs at age 12, my older buddy told me i was smoking mini thins on tin foil, I had already been smoking cannabis and was open to other things so i did it....anyway shit wasn't going right in my life as a preteen, and so my destructive behavior was born.... I had 40 bucks my buddy flipped for weeks, we were getting high, buying and selling. Eventually his mom came in and asked for some shit and I found out I was tweaking (I was unaware that I was using meth until 2 weeks into a sick one, imagine that for naive) I learned how to hustle drugs from that day on, ,the rest is history, I graduated to banging Herion/coke and speed everyday all day, eventually homeless. I always used unless I was locked up, and even then I was getting high on the inside. I put in 14+ years of hard drug use avoiding my core issues. My brain was young and uneducated, and I had to grow up to realize the root cause of my failures..I blamed everyone around me for my situation, I felt like i was manipulated into using drugs to start with, and that was enough of an excuse to continue, but I had to accept the truth that I was the one continuing the abuse, and nobody was forcing me to slum around the ghettos of SO CAL like a creep doing bad things for my own selfish reasons, so I had to face myself ....N.A, A.A, sober living homes, rehabs prison, all that shit was pointless in trying to fix my disease because "I" wasn't ready to stop..Toward the end, I got multiple blood clots and was hospitalized for over a month with fluid in my lungs and other problems.... I got out of the hospital Banged an issue of dope, and I realized that I was dead if I didn't remove myself from my stomping grounds... So I moved To Colorado... Addiction is cunning and powerful, after stopping, I used to dream about using, I would have a needle and no dope, or I would have dope and no needle, My mind was fucking with me, taunting me trying to get me to submit. And I always had the desire to use and would if I surrendered but eventually I met my wife here and we had a kid. And all the reservations for using disappeared and was gone... after years of suffering and my mind controlling me, I was free.... To anyone that is struggling out there, I understand and I hope you can defeat this disease, because you are on your own, and nobody else can make it stop but yourselves...Happy New Year
 
cheechako

cheechako

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Anyone every read Marijuana is Safer: So Why Are We Driving People to Drink? Cool book. I over-did everything a bit way back in my stupid college days - lucked out and never got me or anyone else in too much trouble or pain. Since then, I was never really much of a drinker, if an average of 2-3 drinks a night, usually at home, counted as average.

That average, though, is based on the years in my life when, for whatever reason (pee tests at work, long-term dry spells, etc.), I did not smoke weed. My appetite for booze naturally declines when I have access to mj.

Now, I am a very snobby drinker. American (mass prod) beer is like making love in a canoe - fucking close to water. Recently, there was some Westvleteren released in the US. Alas - not here (no surprise). The closest I've come to that is Trappistes Rochefort and some of the other Trappist beers. I hardly drink, but it is almost always to pair a good (often local and micro) ale with the proper meal. There are a few good lagers, like Ayinger's Celebrator Doppelbock. Warmed Sake is an occasional guilty pleasure on a cold night or, again, with a good meal.

Regardless of laws and other things, we have choices. We need to understand the choices (education helps) and use some common sense. And, we need to all understand that some people will no do well with the choices they choose. Unfortunately, that can impact others on some pretty nasty ways. I don't have answers for that other that the vague concept of more understanding.
 
DukeOfDenver

DukeOfDenver

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Funny how I started this post for Ryan and I'm showing how I'm getting fucked up on Caption Morgans on news years eve....Oh well, that's what I get for moving to Colorado with out knowing anyone to get my ganja medicine from. Ohhhhhh wellll. Maybe next year my beloved ganja will be more accessible and I will be able to really mellow out on drinking for good. God please...fed make right on this shit! I'll make you so much of you're tax money! I'll Still remember what this fucking post is about when I awake tomorrow!
 
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