I think writing all this is helping let it out you know? So I am going to continue.
Above I mentioned how I didn't know how to feel about his death. I say this only because....he wasn't "father of the year" or anything. He did so many awful, mean, crazy, violent, destructive things to me and my family. The main reason there is no pain felt in my chest cavity when I think of his death is because he took my sister's life away. How he did this was vile and disgusting, but somehow it has happend to 80% of everyone I know. He molested both of my sisters. My older sister before I was even thought of, but it started at 9 for my little sister and apparently didn't end until she was 16. Actually the only reason it ended was because she told me, and I told our mother who moved us away in 3 days. That's good timing for finding a place and moving in it. All the legas stuff had been gone through, but my sister had to lie in order for my grandmother to keep her house.
If he had gone to jail the court would have seized my grandmother's home for prison fee's and she would have been out on her ass. She has been living in the same home for gosh 40 years? To be honest we are really not well off, it would have crippling.
So, in some aspects his death isn't so bad. My sister told me that what she went through would never be over for her until he died. Now that it has happend I feel maybe she might value herself. He took away her self-esteem and the good things she felt as a child. He stole her childhood. At 9 when someone threatens you to not tell anyone because then you would be in trouble, really fucks with the mind of a child. My sister belives to this day that she is worthless, ugly, stupid, etc etc. It's all because of him. You know what she is gorgeous. Big brown doe eyes, long black hair, and she always smells of sweet pea and violet. There is nothing ugly about her..except for her personality at times. I think that is just because the teenager in her hasn't worn off yet.
I wish I knew what strain it was!!!!! It was just some very good bagseed!It's probably just the strain, the bubblegum we grew had purple leaves and bud...that is some awesome lookn weed...you are goig to get so high....
I have heard that if it is purple then it's some chronic!!!! Oh man....I hope it gets more purple.....I'm so excited now!!!!
2 reasons a plant turns/is purple:I have heard that if it is purple then it's some chronic!!!! Oh man....I hope it gets more purple.....I'm so excited now!!!!
My G0D!!! The trichome is like multi-layered on them buds!!! DAMN, girl!!! I wanna do it like you doin it!
2 reasons a plant turns/is purple:
So, uh, there you have it! Good job again!!
- Genetics in the strain
- Cold weather
I know the trichs on Alice are insane!!!!! Alot of people say that fluorescent lamps suck for flowering, but I think my plants are proof that they are just as good as anything else! ^_^My G0D!!! The trichome is like multi-layered on them buds!!! DAMN, girl!!! I wanna do it like you doin it!
2 reasons a plant turns/is purple:
So, uh, there you have it! Good job again!!
- Genetics in the strain
- Cold weather
So, it's definitely the strain. I wonder what strain it was. It smells very very very good. It's only the tips of the plants turning, I wonder if anymore of it will turn before I am to chope. I don't even know when that is! No amber trichs, I still see alot of clear ones too. I would say I guess that 60% cloudy 40% clear? Or maybe it's 70/30. Something like that.Yes it is the strain. I have seen many of mine turn purple living here in canada. Its kinda cool looking.
Ya did good this grow SS.
Ya got some good bud porn.
I do too BUT I can't use my close up.
I'll drive...So, it's definitely the strain. I wonder what strain it was. It smells very very very good. It's only the tips of the plants turning, I wonder if anymore of it will turn before I am to chope. I don't even know when that is! No amber trichs, I still see alot of clear ones too. I would say I guess that 60% cloudy 40% clear? Or maybe it's 70/30. Something like that.
You should let me vacation with you in Canada ^_^
As you wish. I meant to put up some pics last night, but if you look at the last picture here I think you will understand why there was none lol.
scarlette you need to chop that shit down and commence smoking soon...and leave Jose' alone...sometimes you get the worm and then sometimes the worm gets you....As you wish. I meant to put up some pics last night, but if you look at the last picture here I think you will understand why there was none lol.