Goddess #^^# *fans self*
Holy shit, I wish I heard this stuff offline! I think I'm going to have a heart attack. You sweethearts.
April, I appreciate your concern! You are right, I need to be careful. At 12 I was like 130 lbs. First one to start my periods and crap, I doubled in weight within 6 months of hitting puberty. I had to wear clothes bigger than my age (and was a couple cup sizes bigger!!!)
Then about 15 I dropped to 86 lbs and ended up in hospital. Since I started smoking, I started feeling a bit better and more hungry I'm 103 lbs at the moment, feeling grateful for my 22 inch waist and the 36 inch hips my mama gave me. I still feel fat and squishy at times, but my doctors say they'd live it if I went up to 110 or at least stay where I am. I'm working on maintaining my current weight. I still can't eat much but I'm waaaaaaay healthier than I used to be, apart from the odd days where I feel like I described in 'Owwie' but that's what the ganja Is for lol.
Girl's night in... Oh boy.
She was a tall, slim blonde and loved having me over for movies popcorn and getting me undressed. She is model material, but loves taking photos of me. I come away feeling a bit more confident- she actually screams at me to move my arm out of the way of my boob etc until I show her. By the end it's not so scary.
Have another friend who is a fellow artist, she's painted me/photographed me nude a few times.
And my crush's girlfriend 0_o Weird, I know. I took photos of her after she made me dress up in my corsets and stockings and got the camera out. She had me outside, in the bathroom, on the bed, and insisted on close ups of my boobs and ass. Again, a forceful one 'Hold it RIGHT THERE! Don't u fuking move, I wan't to get a bit of your ass crack in... *adjusts focus*'
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yay babies !
