I was DESPERATELY trying to go to sleep.. DESPERATE. I took 5 benadryl.. Then 30 min later I found some ambien (LUCKY).. Took one 10mg.. Felt kinda strange, walking felt strange. Not very tired 45 min after. So I take one more, still not that tired but feel weird 30-45 min after. I then snort the last ambien (fucking hurts like a bitch, almost of par with 2ce, but not quite) I then start feeling pretty weird, feel ultra relaxed, but not very tired (STRANGE?) So then I go smoke the rest of my mid grade marijuana (premature sensimilla), I fucking started hallucinating so strangely. All of a sudden everything got all sparkly, then I would close my eyes, and I'd get in this weird awake-dream state (I guess this is almost as deep as the kinda of state you are in when you sleep drive on ambien/sleep eat, etc.) I wouldn't realize it for a few seconds, but I'd see a boy doing weird things and HE WAS TALKING TO ME (in the corner of my ceiling). Whenever I would realize consciously what was happening it would dissapear.
Then all of a sudden I literally was in a dream while awake. My mother came in my room (I don't even live with her), it fucking WAS HER, super life-like. She started having a long conversation with me. Then I was like, "HOW ARE YOU HERE?!" And she just dissapeared into thin air and I was like WTF is happening. The strangest thing though was I was awake and everything was still sparkly and then all of a sudden I started hearing things. I fucking was sitting there and all of a sudden reality started transfiguring (like it looked like that wave effect if you jump in a pool, everything was moving in front of me in waves (not like lsd, much bigger waves) and out of the waves came a voice, "Hello, my name is Dan". I was like WTF, this is getting creepy. It honestly was exactly like a anticholinergic trip (Datura, Dimenhydate), but without that horrible feeling of disgustingness I get from them, instead it was really relaxing and felt awesome.
Obviously this is not a "psychedelic experience", but it has insane real visuals, no kind of contemplation/epiphanies like you get with psychedelics, it just was REALLY fun, and really awesome because the relaxness makes you not as scared as you would be if you took a anticholinergic.
Great experience just because of the relaxedness/insane visuals (I wonder if the 5 benadryl contributed to the hallucinations, even though that is a low dose)
Then all of a sudden I literally was in a dream while awake. My mother came in my room (I don't even live with her), it fucking WAS HER, super life-like. She started having a long conversation with me. Then I was like, "HOW ARE YOU HERE?!" And she just dissapeared into thin air and I was like WTF is happening. The strangest thing though was I was awake and everything was still sparkly and then all of a sudden I started hearing things. I fucking was sitting there and all of a sudden reality started transfiguring (like it looked like that wave effect if you jump in a pool, everything was moving in front of me in waves (not like lsd, much bigger waves) and out of the waves came a voice, "Hello, my name is Dan". I was like WTF, this is getting creepy. It honestly was exactly like a anticholinergic trip (Datura, Dimenhydate), but without that horrible feeling of disgustingness I get from them, instead it was really relaxing and felt awesome.
Obviously this is not a "psychedelic experience", but it has insane real visuals, no kind of contemplation/epiphanies like you get with psychedelics, it just was REALLY fun, and really awesome because the relaxness makes you not as scared as you would be if you took a anticholinergic.
Great experience just because of the relaxedness/insane visuals (I wonder if the 5 benadryl contributed to the hallucinations, even though that is a low dose)
