you must not being something right that is very crucial, growing isnt that hard at all, any plant for that matter. especially if you actually have the given equipment you have, anyone would be able to make that money back within 4-5 months easily.
i think you have the wrong attitude for some very weird reason, i also know it isnt completely right for you to be getting mad at others when they have tried helping you but all you keep saying is i dont need another grow guide? then what are expecting from anyone if you just keep blowing off their advice? obviously they are growing correctly.. so i dont get that part of this thread, also the government has reached a point that unless all people run the streets rioting ramped then nothing will ever change, cant blame everyone for some letting it go on so long, sadly most of us are born into this world without a choice but id be out their rioting if the day ever comes.
someone mentioned books but i dont see how books dont have their own opinions just like people online, ive read so many books all saying different things.
anyway i hate for you to waste so much effort and money that you have spent, which i cant imagine that it would break you from your lifes actual relationships or of a job, that just sounds ridiculous you arent growing on a factory scale or even a medical scale, so you shouldnt be worried about school, your job and whatever else, based off the picture and the gear there is no way that cost that much anyway. no offense just seems like your a little mad at yourself and giving up way too easily, i suggest you just keep going, i again will tell you it isnt hard to grow any plant.
i think what most dont realize is common sense comes into play a lot more with this kind of stuff, so many people do it their own with with so many people using different equipment you have to figure out what works best for you based off of common sense, i guess if you dont have that ability than you will have some trouble but im pretty sure most have it.