yea so i found out it was an actual chemist who made the powder, so unless you some someone with a degree, u cant get the powder hahaha, i wouldnt want to drink the cough syrup. ive only done dxm twice. when i went the the 4th i had only eaten 3 meals in 3 days, and nothing but a waffle on the day, right before i drank like .3 g of some powder. when i peaked i was in such an intense state of emotion i had to get up and puke my brains out. literally, haha. i had a neither death experience and felt like i was dieing and had these crazy flashbacks to when i felt like that before in my life. but i like puked up negative energy it felt like, because after i felt much lighter in my mind and spirit. i had a higher emotional and intectually clarity. pretty amazing and life changing, but i dont feel like doing that again i cant imagine haha.