moxtox
Well-Known Member
Hey Everyone,
Those of you who know me on this forum pretty much know that I'm not a huge weed fan...shit I don't really like drugs in general, but I love growing and believe that using substances is a civil liberty. So i guess you could say I'm on this community as some sort of political activism or whatever.
Recently, however, I've been getting really scared for a loved one. She has been acting incredibly off the wall, irrational/incredible mood swings and just downright weird...I would go as far as to say psychotic. She has a history of drug use, heavy cocaine addict, but she went to rehab and got off all that shit and I'd say clean for the better part of 10 years. Now I'm scared shitless that she has been using meth or possibly something else. She confided that she had stayed up for like 5 nights- In my books that's an insane amount of time to stay awake without any really good reason. The thing is that I believe, bc apparently she looked like she'd lost about 20 pounds and her eyes were fucking dialated. Now I'm not really sure what to believe, she swears up and down that she's not on anything and even told a person, who she's always been honest with, that she's not on anything. I'm not sure if this is her having a mental breakdown, or exhibiting some kind of meth withdrawl or what the fuck. I also know that some money's been disappearing ie she asked to borrow money from different people for the same thing which equated to a surplus over the original expense. I guess as I write this, it feels like there should be absolutely no doubt as to whether or not there's been some abuse...however her husband hasnt seen her use any drugs (nor suspects) and neither has a brother of hers with whom she's very close (also a recovered drug addict clean for 3+ years).
I guess I'm looking for some outside opinions or advice. I called her last night and she was fucking hysterical ("I love you /I cant talk to you/you hate me dont you?") and just senseless, it had me in tears because it's the first time I've ever been seriously scared for her. If anyone has any advice or experience please let me know. Please keep in mind that this is a serious issue, so if you've got a sense of humor- please share it somewhere else.
Thankyou,
MT
Those of you who know me on this forum pretty much know that I'm not a huge weed fan...shit I don't really like drugs in general, but I love growing and believe that using substances is a civil liberty. So i guess you could say I'm on this community as some sort of political activism or whatever.
Recently, however, I've been getting really scared for a loved one. She has been acting incredibly off the wall, irrational/incredible mood swings and just downright weird...I would go as far as to say psychotic. She has a history of drug use, heavy cocaine addict, but she went to rehab and got off all that shit and I'd say clean for the better part of 10 years. Now I'm scared shitless that she has been using meth or possibly something else. She confided that she had stayed up for like 5 nights- In my books that's an insane amount of time to stay awake without any really good reason. The thing is that I believe, bc apparently she looked like she'd lost about 20 pounds and her eyes were fucking dialated. Now I'm not really sure what to believe, she swears up and down that she's not on anything and even told a person, who she's always been honest with, that she's not on anything. I'm not sure if this is her having a mental breakdown, or exhibiting some kind of meth withdrawl or what the fuck. I also know that some money's been disappearing ie she asked to borrow money from different people for the same thing which equated to a surplus over the original expense. I guess as I write this, it feels like there should be absolutely no doubt as to whether or not there's been some abuse...however her husband hasnt seen her use any drugs (nor suspects) and neither has a brother of hers with whom she's very close (also a recovered drug addict clean for 3+ years).
I guess I'm looking for some outside opinions or advice. I called her last night and she was fucking hysterical ("I love you /I cant talk to you/you hate me dont you?") and just senseless, it had me in tears because it's the first time I've ever been seriously scared for her. If anyone has any advice or experience please let me know. Please keep in mind that this is a serious issue, so if you've got a sense of humor- please share it somewhere else.
Thankyou,
MT