Hookd On Chronics - The CFL closet genie

passthatsh!t23

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The grow is fine......... I may not be updating for a while...

I'm driving 500 miles on wed... My bestfriend, who I consider my BROTHER got killed in a car accident on sat night. The fucking drunk driver in the other vehicle and his 4 friends are alright. The fucker ran a stop sign on the side of the highway and killed my brother..... I've never felt this before, I've never hurt like this... I wish the driver of the other vehicle was 21 so he would be considered an adult and get charged with vehicular manslaughter and go to prison for at least 15 years..........

My bro didn't deserve to die! He just got off work and was headed home to a party. Completely sober. The teenage drunk driver of the other vehicle is the one who deserves to leave this planet... NOT my bro... :'-(

RIP Sheldon... I fucking love you bro!
Hey man, i know how you feel 100%,
I know how low things can get...to the point of not wanting to do anything but mourn. When i was 9 yrs old i lost my mother, she was hit a by a car and was instantly killed.....Trust me i know how hard it is to go on but you just have to man. Your brother still remains in you thoughts constantly, Just like my mother in my thoughts. I know how it is to just think it over and over and over again.. what if i did this....The pain never is gone, but it shall fade. im not saying everything is gonna be alright because its not gonna be okay, but these challenges is what makes us stronger.... its what shapes us.. People die, and weather its from an accident or dieing from old age. Its a process....Be strong my friend, your brother is in my thoughts. May him rest in peace.

hes looking over you right now and im sure he wouldnt want you to be hung up on him, but just remember he is us overlooking and will be always with you in the memories you have had with him. Think positive and Youll get through this.

P.s Please dont stop updating here. Me and others have had life changing experiences and weather they want to share is their choice. but im here for you and im pretty sure others are too.
 

HookdOnChronics

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damn bro I am so sorrry for ya loss, I agree totally man the dude driveing should have been the one hurt, but every time I see it on the news, its them that kill someone and they walk away with out a scratch!! and the person that bought the beer for them should be punished. My friends wife died Saturday night in a wreck, she was on her way home from her moms house.

I do know its hard and my prayers are with ya man, and your friends family!

Hey man, i know how you feel 100%,
I know how low things can get...to the point of not wanting to do anything but mourn. When i was 9 yrs old i lost my mother, she was hit a by a car and was instantly killed.....Trust me i know how hard it is to go on but you just have to man. Your brother still remains in you thoughts constantly, Just like my mother in my thoughts. I know how it is to just think it over and over and over again.. what if i did this....The pain never is gone, but it shall fade. im not saying everything is gonna be alright because its not gonna be okay, but these challenges is what makes us stronger.... its what shapes us.. People die, and weather its from an accident or dieing from old age. Its a process....Be strong my friend, your brother is in my thoughts. May him rest in peace.

hes looking over you right now and im sure he wouldnt want you to be hung up on him, but just remember he is us overlooking and will be always with you in the memories you have had with him. Think positive and Youll get through this.

P.s Please dont stop updating here. Me and others have had life changing experiences and weather they want to share is their choice. but im here for you and im pretty sure others are too.
Thanks guys! I really appreciate the words and thoughts! It's fucking hard man!.. I know he wouldn't want me to be morning over his death anymore though, and he would much rather have me celebrating his LIFE!.. So I'm loadin up a bowl of my Pineapple Express, and pourin me a James Fox whisky and Sprite (His fav drink) and toasting it to him! I leave early in the morning for the funeral. Won't be back for about a week. I'll update on how things are goin once I get back. I'm now writing out a complete feeding schedual for my roomate to follow. It'll be fool proof so the girls should be fine when I get back. AND I'll be harvesting Lacy girl.

Thanks again guys, I'll catch ya in about a week probably.
 

wampuscat

Active Member
be safe and looking forward to the harvest , dont really know how much longer I have, week 8 is almost up.
and found 2 males in my outdoor grow. holla when ya get back :D :joint:
 

passthatsh!t23

Well-Known Member
be safe and looking forward to the harvest , dont really know how much longer I have, week 8 is almost up.
and found 2 males in my outdoor grow. holla when ya get back :D :joint:
POST PICTURES MY FRIEND IN MY THREAD I WANT TO SEEE THEM BABIES!
I'll tell you how much longer you got on you plants.
 

Antny420

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The grow is fine......... I may not be updating for a while...

I'm driving 500 miles on wed... My bestfriend, who I consider my BROTHER got killed in a car accident on sat night. The fucking drunk driver in the other vehicle and his 4 friends are alright. The fucker ran a stop sign on the side of the highway and killed my brother..... I've never felt this before, I've never hurt like this... I wish the driver of the other vehicle was 21 so he would be considered an adult and get charged with vehicular manslaughter and go to prison for at least 15 years..........

My bro didn't deserve to die! He just got off work and was headed home to a party. Completely sober. The teenage drunk driver of the other vehicle is the one who deserves to leave this planet... NOT my bro... :'-(

RIP Sheldon... I fucking love you bro!

Damn man im very sorry for your loss..Always remember "Another link is broken in your beloved band.Yet a better chain is forming in another land...May your brother Rest in peace my friend....
 

DumpsterKeeper

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If you press charges you may be able to get him tried as an adult. Considering he was already violating underage alcohol laws and any other circumstances, he may be jolly well fucked. Sorry for you loss, may justice come swiftly
 

fictionalgrower

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Hookd,
Sorry for your loss man, that shit is always fucked up.

I decided to post after reading all 3 of your journals since yesterday. I am currently starting some Killing Fields seeds from Sannie under CFL's and your journals have given me many many ideas. I am definitely going to try out LST.

I am going to start a journal today. I will post a link here, if you have the time once you return I would be honored if you (and everyone else here) could stop by when you have the time. Your journals are an inspiration to what can be done with CFL's
 

fictionalgrower

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My journal is in my sig now. I would appreciate if you dropped by when you have the time. I would love to get your advice on when to start the LST on my girls.
 

mcpurple

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My journal is in my sig now. I would appreciate if you dropped by when you have the time. I would love to get your advice on when to start the LST on my girls.
any time is a good time to lst, check out the lst thread in my sig if you want some pointers and ideas.
and sorry for your loss hooked. my prayers go out to you and your brothers family.
 

HookdOnChronics

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god damn man..... Worst fucking week of my life!

I left for a week to attend my best friends funeral..... I asked my roomate to keep my plants alive. Seriously, ALL HE HAD TO DO WAS open my closet door at 8 in the morning. And close it at 8 at night.....

Got home yesterday, and found that about 60% of the leaves on my flowering plants have been fried. He forgot to open the closet, that's the ONLY thing he had to do. I've never had such a shitty week in my enttire life! That's the ONE thing I was looking forward to. Coming home to see mt girls all pretty and happy.....

And I came home to horrid, discusting looking fucking plants.

This is the worst week of my fucking life. I'm so fucking pissed off. And my roomate doesn't even give a FUCK about it. AND he smokes for free 100% of the time. AND he hasn't pitched not a single $0.01 into my grow. Yet he still smokes for free, and let's my plants get FUCKED when I ask him to take care of them.

Godamnit...... Fuck that ass hole. I fuckin am getting so fucking sick of his selfish bullshit! Maybe if he pitched ANYTHING AT ALL Into this grow. But he hasn't, and can't even just open my closet door while I'm gone for a week. Fucker.... Godamn guys..... I hate everything right now
 

howdyguhk

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wow man. i read your story about your roommate creepin on your girl. and now he fucks over your plants? this son of a bitch is pissing me off and I havent even met him.

CUT HIM OFF. no more free weed, beer, anything. tell him to his face: you let me down, you failed, I can't rely on you anymore. therefore, no more mooching you punk bitch. and whatever happened with him and your "GF"? did he ever apologize, or acknowledge you two being together or anything?

sorry to seem so nosey, i just get heated so easily
 

HookdOnChronics

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Fuck man what a bitch.You better not hook him up with any more weed/smoke outs
Fuckin A I know man right?!?!?!?!
wow man. i read your story about your roommate creepin on your girl. and now he fucks over your plants? this son of a bitch is pissing me off and I havent even met him.

CUT HIM OFF. no more free weed, beer, anything. tell him to his face: you let me down, you failed, I can't rely on you anymore. therefore, no more mooching you punk bitch. and whatever happened with him and your "GF"? did he ever apologize, or acknowledge you two being together or anything?

sorry to seem so nosey, i just get heated so easily
He fucking pisses me off because I have never in my life EVER met ANYONE who cares so much about themselves, and so little for anybody else. As long as he's happy, that's all that matters. It doesn't matter what he does to other people, as long as he's happy. That's how he sees things. And I fucking hate it! I'm at work right now, as is he, and he just sent me a text saying "Smoke a bowl when we get off?"

I really DO need to tell him that I'm fucking DONE with him mooching off me. Everything up to this point I've put up with..... But all I asked is when he get's up in the morning, to open my coset door. That's it. And then close it when he goes to bed. Nothing more than that.

And after being gone for a week at my best friends funeral, I come home to fucking FRIED leaves..... I can't tell you how fucking made I am!!!

And yea I talked to him bout talkin to my girl. He said it's because he doesn't trust her, and thinks SHE'S gonna hurt me. So his idea was, if he stole her number and started texting her and talking to her and hooked up with her. He could prove to me that she's a cheater and is going to hurt me, because he hooked up with her..... (What a friend right? The only thing he's ever done is give me shit about this girl) Oh, and it's not the first time either. I'm one of those guys who has more female friends than male friends. I dunno why, I jsut do. But whenever they come ver to visit, he says hi, and after they leave. He get's onto facebook, adds them, and starts talking to them trying to hook up with him. He has several girls come over every week. Just to fuck. Sometimes 2 girls in the same day. And I've not done as much as even said HI to any of these girls. But everysingle girl I know he trys to hook up with. Not even fucking joking. So I told him that. I told him i never fucking talk to ANY of the women in his life, so why does he have to talk to EVERY woman in mine? He told me that I'm right, it's fucked up, and he's done. It won't happen again. He promises!.. Then I broke up with my girl, and she tells me he's talking to her trying to hook up again.

Lucky enough for me, my girl friends are smart. And they come to ME, when he starts talkin to them. He hasn't yet hooked up with one of my friends. But he's tried with AT LEAST 4 of them...... One of which was my girlfriend..... Fucking cock sucker!...

Shit pisses me off. And every day he acts the exact same. Even the day after all this shit with my girl went down. And I told him off. He comes home from work, asking to smoke a bowl, and acting like absolutely nothing at all happened and we're all just perfectly fine and dandy. Because he just doesn't give a fuck!... I hate people like that!..

Sorry guys.....
Shitty shitty shitty week!...
Rant over.....
 

wampuscat

Active Member
he sounds like he would like my ex, she is the same way he is, dont give a fuck about no one but them!!! sorry to hear about ya ladies man , I would have had to hit em in his grill.
 

fictionalgrower

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Sorry to hear your room mate is a cocksucker. hopefully your plants will recover. Looking forward to seeing how your LST works with that big HPS.

Thanks for stopping by my grow, it's appreciated.
 

mcpurple

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dam news just gets worse by the day, but just try to look on the bright side even if theri isnt one or if its hard to find. something good always comes out of something bad. my life was so bad just a few months ago and now im gettin some good from it so keep your head up and keep growing those great plants that you grow. life always has setbacks
 
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