mastakoosh
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i like that.
Accomplishments In Life!!!
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boatrowe
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thats my favorite part of chappelle. I say I'M RICH BITCH all the time even though im not just a dream of mine LOLyeah that would be cool. like me in my dirty baseball hat and grimey clothes after i get off work. walk in to the mercedes dealership where i am sure they would ignore me. and then drop like 80 grand down and be like "anyone wanna sell me a muhfukkin ride." and like dave chappelle i would scream" im rich bitchhhhhhhhh." that would be the shit.
iblazethatkush
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Yeah that's my dream too. I want to be a millionaire by the age of 30. So I don't have to work and can spend the rest of my life doing whatever the fuck i want, without a worry in the world. lol and i'd tell ppl I'm RIIIICHHHH BITCHHHHHHH
mastakoosh
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i want to bitch slap dudes that i hate and say" I'M RICK JAMES BITCH" and "FUCK YO COUCH" HAHA.
iblazethatkush
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Hell yeah that would be awesome lol
Serotonin
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My dream is to get an MD and hopefully specialize in either general surgery or reconstructive surgery. I'm pretty close to being entirely antisocial but even in doing menial Alzheimer's care for over a year I absolutely find perfect happiness in helping others in terminal situations. I also love biology and the human body.
Anyways, my dream is to get an MD and travel to shit-holes of the world and help those who would otherwise be without help. I live in the US and my society repulses me... so much greed and materialism.
Anyways, my dream is to get an MD and travel to shit-holes of the world and help those who would otherwise be without help. I live in the US and my society repulses me... so much greed and materialism.
Allan Watts
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I really want to do some more adventure travel. I have been to Nepal, Thailand and Chile but am burning to do some serious back country in New Zealand. I spent a year in Yosemite Ntl. Park and have been to many other US parks.
Getting a decent job with health insurance might be quite a hoot as well. Not happening that much in the US anymore.
I would like to start my own brand of habanero hot sauce/salsa made from home grown fruit. I would push the health benefits and include fascinating fun facts on every container.
Getting a decent job with health insurance might be quite a hoot as well. Not happening that much in the US anymore.
I would like to start my own brand of habanero hot sauce/salsa made from home grown fruit. I would push the health benefits and include fascinating fun facts on every container.
mastakoosh
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yes i am pretty antisocial myself. i used to work taking care and rehabilitating people with disabilities. i loved my job and left it because it didnt pay very well. well now i am a mindless drone who works for a corporate machine, well at least they want me to be mindless. i never have moved up the corporate ladder at my jobs because i refuse to hang off the higher ups nuts. thats life huh. one day i will return to my old self lol. taking care of people in terminal situations. gives a different perspective on life maybe, that some people dont get too see.
mastakoosh
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loneliness is what i like also my friend. and what better than seeing the world. i have seen your pics. very inspired and artistic. i like them very much.my dream is some day traveling in loneliness around all my favored places like Iceland,New Zealand,Australia,any of deserts,Tibet,and and and.
mastakoosh
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traveling and making your own salsa. a man of business dreams. i have also day dreamed about making my own barbecue sauce and having my own unique labeling. never would know where to start. i watch a show on t.v. about business people who had an idea and start on a whim and move on to make millions. maybe the initial start is what it takes to get rolling hmmm.
tahoe58
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hey...thanks fdd .... yea it's been a while. I have referred to it as my cosmic chaos. Started sometime in 2000 - and seems to finally be sorting itself out. Mostly experiences I would have rather not had, but I am healthier and stronger for them - I would not have learned what I have learned, and I would not be who I am today without have gone through it all. One foot in front of the other.
well your still here and you kept the avatar so it must not be too bad.
tahoe58
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no totally true. and totally looking forward with a smile! I have missed the time spent on here and am pleased to have the opportunity to get back in touch. I still have not taken the steps for my first grow - and for a whole bunch of good reasons, I haven't even had a puff since last December....yikes!! but I am really getting itchy again....so its time to get serious and get a stalth box going - my seeds that I received last fall remain tightly packaged and ready to be transformed!!
well your still here and you kept the avatar so it must not be too bad.
no totally true. and totally looking forward with a smile! I have missed the time spent on here and am pleased to have the opportunity to get back in touch. I still have not taken the steps for my first grow - and for a whole bunch of good reasons, I haven't even had a puff since last December....yikes!! but I am really getting itchy again....so its time to get serious and get a stalth box going - my seeds that I received last fall remain tightly packaged and ready to be transformed!!
sounds like a good posting for this thread. looking forward to seeing you reach this goal.
tahoe58
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absolutely...i am really having a ball taking the time to get refamiliarized with everything. I have tons of background literature collected last fall and have been reading through forums and asking a couple of questions. Last fall I ended up going the shroom gro route which worked out great and again lots of help from the local community on Mycotopia and Shroomery - awesome resources. Got a closet full of spore prints to head off down that route again at some appropriate time. But I think I'm gonna focus on the erb this time and for now....I look forward to it with great anticipation! Thanks for the positive support and we'll see where things go from here.....
sounds like a good posting for this thread. looking forward to seeing you reach this goal.
mastakoosh
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took a sunday drive today on some old familiar country back roads. we used to call them the "smugglers highway." we called them that because i always felt safe driving from my connects house to my house on this road. it goes through the mountains and twists and turns for miles through the dense forest. it makes a 5 minute journey into a 30 minute journey.it also goes across a beautiful stream in the mountains which i like to chill at and reflect. me and all my friends used to pile into one car and drive for hours on all these back roads. just smoking and listening to music for hours without saying a word. these roads are like an old welcoming friend. whenever i felt stressed i always would drive and think on these roads for hours. i have been experiencing a lot of inner turmoil lately so i thought i would visit them once again. seems like i have experienced a lot of bad luck and can never catch a break in life. i suppose some of it is not luck but my own decisions. not trying to whine but more vent, as i spend more time talking on rollitup than anywhere else. so i feel a release being and chilling on here. it seems like the last few years i have spent trying to make those around me happy. only to feel unappreciated and misunderstood. i am started to feel very jaded. i am a very giving person and would probably give a stranger the shirt off my back if they needed it. i am just starting to feel that everyone close to me has their own agendas. they all stay close to me so i can provide a certain use to them. i know it is wrong to feel this way because it makes you apprehensive about helping others. i just want to get back to feeling good again and in control of my life. now getting back to the theme of this thread i want to change careers and possibly move. this state i live in is beautiful and serene but it has given me nothing but heartache. not just me but many people have suffered poverty and death, drug problems in this state. now i know drugs are in every state. but everyone here is fucked up and trying to get over on everyone. i believe because there is no jobs or economy here so people drink and get fucked up all day out of boredom. i want to start over new. new job, new career, new state and maybe near the beach. i have always been in love with the ocean and always been the happiest at the beach. i have lived in 6 different states growing up and have been in my current state for almost 15 years. it feels like it is time to say goodbye to an old friend and make a new beginning. sorry for whining but being on rollitup is sort of therapeutic for me.
tahoe58
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no need to apologize for whining....we all have our moments - only you know what is best for you. You can listen to as many people and as many opinions as you want - but ultimately its gonna come down to doin' what comes from deep in ur soul - what makes you feel content and at peace. Sometimes is takes a long time to find that, and sometimes not, sometimes something someone says helps and sometimes not - but if what's happening right now feels wrong....then it prolly is wrong. Listen to your soul. Good luck and all the best karma coming ur way!
mastakoosh
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i appreciate the good words. yeah definately doing some soul searching. yeah sometimes people can help or hurt even if they are trying to help. the answers are in my heart and soul. it is up to me to listen. i do appreciate the wisdom you have provided and i saw that you said you have been through some things in life too. so i hope good karma is in store for you also. and i know that this is a phase or a test in life. i am a scrapper and always seem to get back off the mat. and i know that there are people that always have it a hundred times worse than what i do. i just hope to find some peace soon.