I feel for you kmoo...
I've had bad luck with my L8st grow while the ones b4 went off really well....
so I cant complain too loudly....
still ..........shech..... this growing story is one that takes years to play out and get together.... each mistake takes you closer to perfection and means a lot of time till the next success...
the quest for stable mothers has driven me since I started indoor growing and its been a couple of years and I'm still striving for that illusive ideal.... that search has lead me to making bubble hash and learning a whole new and very handy way to get the most out of my mistakes....
growing indoors has also opened up the way for me to grow outdoors in a whole new way ... I guess what I'm trying to say is indoor growing is a lifestyle,hobby and therapy for me so the bad luck is never gonna deter me,,its just more to learn.... I LOVE it all