there are always going to be people who have the strength of character, the resolve to step to the edge of the abyss, look down, and turn back...and there are always going to be people who throw themselves over the edge in a swan dive...glad you stepped back...but i have trouble believing that most people who get deeply addicted don't eventually take that dive, after having watched a dozen or so end up homeless, broke, in jail or treatment, neither of which does fuck all for most of them....a few of them dead. you never know if you have that resolve till you look, and you don't know that you'll have it next time...till you look again