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DrKiz

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BudmanTX said:
yeah I can see that would drive ya batty as it were......I get the same from some family member I have.....20 questions to get to the right answer..... in mean time everything in your body is getting angrier, and angrier like your gonna burst....for me it's a baseball bat to a dead tree stump I have.....I've broken many of bats on that thing through the years......the late one was when my wife went to the hospital...no info, no info, no info.....finally a little info...can't sit at the hospital........yep me and baseball bat to the stump strikes again....then 2 days later....real info I can use......
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I feel you man. I can literally adrenalin dump myself at will. That was the beginning of the realization I could control some of the ways I was reacting. FIrst step identifying trigger. Next step preventing adrenalin dump. Which prevents fight or flight response.

In your case and mine, looks like alot of fight response. lol
 
BudmanTX

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DrKiz said:
I feel you man. I can literally adrenalin dump myself at will. That was the beginning of the realization I could control some of the ways I was reacting. FIrst step identifying trigger. Next step preventing adrenalin dump. Which prevents fight or flight response.

In your case and mine, looks like alot of fight response. lol
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yeah I get that way from time to time.......

most of the time....I personally try...I said try...look from the outside in....the moment....not the end, nor the beginning.....just right now....and I have to ask myself...."what can I do about it right now?".....nine time out of ten.....I can't....I just have to let go....when it's time it's time......the circle will complete itself...just not right now..

other times....yeah it's the baseball bat....
 
smoothJoe

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Ur never alone when u got urself


That been said island, peninsular ?? Fuck that shit I'm like a continent

Whatever that means
 
lokie

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pahval said:
are you a perfectionist? i think i feel the same, usually i dont even listen, i just wait for my brain to fine filter all that garbage data then i respond in a second, when i had mild anxieties as a kid (lol im 27, me being kid is like 15 years ago) i used to do math in my head with random numbers i saw on street (house numbers, licence plates), would sum them and seek for median, do my own graphs of what numbers i saw that day, calculate ammount of rombes i saw in a row on a fence and tried to do amount of steps that equaled to a row divied by 4 troughout length of that fence and these kind of shit, fuck for all i know i may be autistic, but it seems i was overly attached to people and many times i was rather keeping it quiet, than getting pissed of at them for blabbering uther nonsense...
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Perfectionist? That would be a judgement call from an observer.

I do pay attention to detail.
 
Star Dog

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Someone looking ahead in life and only seeing a lonely single future probably needs some help or medication, that's a fucking bleak outlook I sympathise for the op.

Have you spoken to your doctor about it?
 
Karah

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Dr.Amber Trichome said:
Hi Karah! How are you? It’s nice to see you. I haven’t seen you in a long time!
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It’s been a minute! I’ll casually creep the forum every week or so, I rarely post tho. Maybe I’ll post more :)
BudmanTX said:
You couldn't be more true...

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Someone's comfy....

....animals do a wonderful thing...
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I’ve never lived in a place where I could have a pet dog, only cats but I love cats/dogs all the same. Loyal.
 
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