I don't even try anymore. I'm clean after having kids I've only had a bit of a relapse 3 times in the last 5 years. I used to spend anywhere from $1000 to $1500 a week on it and I got to the stage I was banging 4 points at once. Not a good thing it was my poison.
I don't mind it occasionally although I haven't had it for a long, long time I would take a couple lines right now though if it was offered, Its great for bucks parties and weekend parties. I never got right into it like you and didn't inject (ive never injected anything and wouldn't). A very good friend of mine has a problem with speed, has done for 25 odd years- it shows.
On a e note. An old boss of mine also owned a wine bar in Sydney. So I was there every night after work spending my pay check (well cash. Back then everyone got paid in cash and was on the rock & roll as well). The crowed was nearly all young women and we used to shut the front doors and party for a couple of days. Was a great time.
He used to rent it out for "dirty shows" as well. Guess who volunteered to help behind the bar?..