ruby fruit
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I also remember once laying down under an old bar radiant heater and having one of my best trips ever under that heater ...waa like the back end of a rocket ship lol
I started in the Army drinking a fifth of whiskey in a single night a time or two a week. I feel you.I overdo everything cos thats the nature of my beast...hence everything is finished for me except weed beer pussy (obviously my wifes)
Otherwise id be dead already theres no moderation in my dictionary and thats always been my problem
Tried coke a couple times. Never did shit for me. Figured I'd leave it at that.Coke isn't as bad as they say. Treat it like champagne. Meant for special occasions, and like, only half a gram in a night max, in small lines. You don't buy expensive shit that lasts 15-45 minutes a line to make it a habit.
Meth and other amphetamines (including MDMA) are more efficient and enjoyable, in my opinion. I would recommend avoiding heroin, fentanyl, and synthetic or semisynthetic opiates. Go with a natural constituent like small amounts of codeine or morphine, or better yet, pure opium.
Ayahuasca will make you not mind dying if you find yourself dying of lung cancer. It would definitely bring comfort to you.Tried coke a couple times. Never did shit for me. Figured I'd leave it at that.
Fucking hate opiates- they make me feel sick, not good. I didn't even finish my scripts from my surgeries, weed just plain made me feel better.
Tried meth once, 30 years ago. Hated it so much I gave the rest back!
I haven't tried ecstacy or DMT, would like to in controlled circumstances. NOT at a fucking concert lol
I don't trust pills.
Guess I'm just a stick in the mud lol
Im pretty random and like i said i overdo everything and even now i still try n slow up but cant..ive excepted now im a bit different to my average mates but thats me...kinda like a hidden bipolar fuck lolI started in the Army drinking a fifth of whiskey in a single night a time or two a week. I feel you.
LMFAOI remember once biting my wife on the arm cos i thought i was a dog
I used to do a lot of amphetamines, particularly. Started trying to avoided nightmares. I liked feeling like I could take on anything. I became pretty violent and aggressive, and spent 3 years staying up for 3-5 days at a time with a single day between dedicated to sleep.Im pretty random and like i said i overdo everything and even now i still try n slow up but cant..ive excepted now im a bit different to my average mates but thats me...kinda like a hidden bipolar fuck lol
Ive never minded the thought of dying though I also have never been faced with it in that way, but yes have heard many positive experiences from it. Just another tool to further open your eyes to yourselfAyahuasca will make you not mind dying if you find yourself dying of lung cancer. It would definitely bring comfort to you.
Everyone should do a good dose at least once when you're ready. If you don't leave your body, you didn't take enough. You will realize how eternal your soul is. And that you are a facet of a God that loves and doesn't judge.Ive never minded the thought of dying though I also have never been faced with it in that way, but yes have heard many positive experiences from it. Just another tool to further open your eyes to yourself
I did that for a few years a few different times in my earlier years minus the violent part. I did have a pretty extreme don't give a fuck attitude which wasnt the normal meI used to do a lot of amphetamines, particularly. Started trying to avoided nightmares. I liked feeling like I could take on anything. I became pretty violent and aggressive, and spent 3 years staying up for 3-5 days at a time with a single day between dedicated to sleep.
Same here before I gave it up, surprised I didnt die long ago, the shit I put my body throughI started in the Army drinking a fifth of whiskey in a single night a time or two a week. I feel you.
You baaaaaaaad boy. I bet you slept in the doghouse for that one!I remember once biting my wife on the arm cos i thought i was a dog
Since I Don't do the nasty 'baccy, my chances of lung cancer are lower.Ayahuasca will make you not mind dying if you find yourself dying of lung cancer. It would definitely bring comfort to you.
And your normal don't give a fuck attitude is that much different?I did that for a few years a few different times in my earlier years minus the violent part. I did have a pretty extreme don't give a fuck attitude which wasnt the normal me
I left my body once after I drank some almost pure GHB after I was already drunk as shit, woke up in the ER with those fucking sticky deals on my chest, after the fact. Apparently my vitals were so slowed down, I was close enough to death. @ruby fruit I am the fucking master of overdo, another reason its only cannabis, mushys, wine, (and pussy).Everyone should do a good dose at least once when you're ready. If you don't leave your body, you didn't take enough. You will realize how eternal your soul is. And that you are a facet of a God that loves and doesn't judge.
Yep its a whole nother level lmfao, no offense taken. Like a nasty dont care, dont gaf attitude. Not becoming of anyoneAnd your normal don't give a fuck attitude is that much different?
lol kidding!
I smoked the cancer sticks for about 15 years too, never knew why as I always hated the taste, nasty fucking shit. I gave those up 1/2 dozen years agoSince I Don't do the nasty 'baccy, my chances of lung cancer are lower.
Besides, I'd much rather try it while I have some life left!
Respect. I see people around here putting them down, only to get drawn back in again and again.I smoked the cancer sticks for about 15 years too, never knew why as I always hated the taste, nasty fucking shit. I gave those up 1/2 dozen years ago
Yeah. It was probably because you saw through an NDE what Ayahuasca reveals to you. Except on Ayahuasca, you can come back in 1-3 human hours.I left my body once after I drank some almost pure GHB after I was already drunk as shit, woke up in the ER with those fucking sticky deals on my chest, after the fact. Apparently my vitals were so slowed down, I was close enough to death. @ruby fruit I am the fucking master of overdo, another reason its only cannabis, mushys, wine, (and pussy).
I used to chain smoke in the Army. I can't get through half a cigarette anymore. No clue why that is. I just get super dehydrated. I can smoke an ounce in a week and a half, no issue.I smoked the cancer sticks for about 15 years too, never knew why as I always hated the taste, nasty fucking shit. I gave those up 1/2 dozen years ago