Ion trust most "white" people. I feel they gonna fold up if they ever get questioned. Most 'white" people were raised in an environment that harbors weakness and telling to get your way. Type of people with a trust fund. Type of people who marry for money. Type of people that think everyone should work for someone else. Type of people that call the police. Type of people that lock their doors in the hood ( why you come down here then). Type of people who think getting pilled out is ok because it's "legal". You know the ones that think they have some kind of innate superiority to the majority of people living in cities.
I don't have the experience to comment on most of your post, and I don't disagree with your articulate description of how shit is for you, and I haven't caught up on the thread cos it's exploded since I last looked so I've no clue where it heads from here, but I just want to say ^^ this is not most white people! I think you mean maybe rich white people but I'm not sure? Obviously, in the UK I have very different experiences but I'd get my kneecaps blown off as a warning if anybody thought I'd even looked in the direction of a copper with the intention of "telling"! I wouldn't dare consider it! When I lived in my bf's town, we'd lay in bed on a night listening to people get shot. The first time, I asked him why people were letting off fireworks at that time of night... It's worse now, glad my little boy isn't growing up there, which is just sad. My fella got 6 years for his first offence cos he wouldn't rat on the people he'd been working for. My point being, I appreciate that your experience of white people has made you feel that way and it's a defense mechanism you've had to develop, it makes total sense, but I just didn't like the most white people thing. Cos I feel pretty fucked over myself, regularly, by the kind of people you're referring to, that is not related to their skin colour and I don't like being lumped in with them.