yeah, it gets me amped up too, which is why I stopped drinking it a few months back. After waking up one morning and hearing how I punched the shit out of Cat was enough to tell me it was time to put it down.
I've never in my life done anything like that before..goes to show how much the previous relationships in my life fucked with me. I've had time to do a lot of soul searching since I've moved here, enough to finally open my eyes and see the world and all that I've dealt with in my past for what it is/was. Best part? My eyes are wide open now and I feel amazing about the future for the first time in..well, ever!
Sobering up really did change my perception of things. I used the booze to mask the pain but I needed the pain to process everything and get it behind me. All the booze did was put off the inevitable. I guess I wasn't grounded enough before to do it but I found strength I never knew I had, thanks to my time here, and a certain, wonderful and amazing person
I have a brand new, totally amazing life that most people dream of but never have.
I'm one lucky lady
good grief!! I'm so glad that kind of weather is still a couple of months from now. I need time to warm up my innards!!!
that's what its been here till recently. We're in the 70s this past week and probably most of this one. A warm fronts coming through. Thank.god. I needed a reprieve!!! LOL
hppd? guess I missed that memo, never heard of it before
meaning you blow it off?
Mornin guys..how was y'alls weekend?