depressed as fuck

[Shed&Breakfest]

Ima tell ya different , the whole weed baron deal isnt what most think its gonna be , when you do get good enough to grow over a gram per watt & multiple lbs a week its some work for your ass , itchy ass arms from getting thc all over them , sore ass back from lifting & bending in a cramped hot ass room , migrane headaches from having your mellon under HID lights for hrs at a whack , Fred Sanford fingers from 15 hour trimming marathons only to wake up the next day & be only half done trimming & you still got plants to tend to.

Then when ya get good enough for a perpetual grow you'll really be working your ass off , taking care of mothers , chopping cuttings & making clones , pulling down multiple lbs every weekend & having to trim all that shit , put last weeks clones in bud then chop this weeks clones , fill net pots or soil pots ect , all before you tend the other plants in bud .

Plant numbers im not gonna go into but for over 5 yrs i had twenty four 600 hps lights going in the bud room with 8 flood tables , im like a burnt match & hate growing now , if my wife didnt use 2 zips a week & depend on my meds i'd never grow another anything again , not even a fukin Chia Pet .

Some of the people in this thread are working 40 plus hrs a week growing & working their ass off , the big dream of tons of cash & tons of free time dont go hand in hand bro , i was hiring trusted expert trimmers at $300 a day just so i had some sort of life outside the grow

but im really not looking for a pipe dream... i laid out my figures... i have already made 7 grand breaking down about pound... it was i think 15.5 ozs or something my first go in grams and some ozs. my plan was to start selling my own product thus increasing my protfits x2 by having no reup price. i already can break down about 4 oz's a month in grams and slices. so then if i find a few more people to sell oz's for for like 280 a pop im good. which i do have a few already. its just a matter of finding more so i can push all this out by the time the next harvest is done

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if i can make 20 k a year im happy. im not even talking profits im just saying income in general. im not looking to make millions, i just need a small slice of the pie to eat and live

 

[Shed&Breakfest]

The little engine that could

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something like that

 

[Hookabelly]

Man you kids really need to look at life as a long haul , if you dont pay taxes wtf are you gonna do for cash when you retire ?

Ive been collecting my pension for 5 yrs now & i just started collecting my social security , thats an extra $2,900 a month on top of my pension , had i worked cash my whole life & skipped paying taxes i'd be hunchin like a bitch instead of collecting $8,000 a month .

Next year you'll be 60 just wait n see , ask any other old stoner here & they'll say the same , its a blink of an eye & your old , im old & it sucks but being old & broke i'd take an overdose of exlax & asprin to end it all .

Oh , quit saying your gonna kill people , not kosher .

Dude, by the time the rest of us are of retirement age, there won't be any $$ left to collect. Pensions and SS will be history.

 

[a senile fungus]

Dude, by the time the rest of us are of retirement age, there won't be any $$ left to collect. Pensions and SS will be history.

Do I start buying gold and burying it some place?

 

[Hookabelly]

Do I start buying gold and burying it some place?

Yes

 

[daedalux]

im gonna stop being a douche n shit and saying really stupid shit all the time

People might start showing you a little more respect if you did.

 

[chewberto]

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Bro! Your plant doesn't have any branches...

 

[mr sunshine]

People might start showing you a little more respect if you did.

Probably not..@ tythegayguy fuck you!

 

[bu$hleaguer]

There's a difference between sayers and doers. Those people who used to say that are either dead, in jail or waiting for me to accept their friend request on Facebook.

Hey, when are you going to accept my Facebook request, brah?

 

[tytheguy111]

Probably not..@ tythegayguy fuck you!

iNO! :'(

My ass is still sore from last time baby

 

[tytheguy111]

People might start showing you a little more respect if you did.

Im sure m8

Well im done with trolling cuz I feel bad about it

Getting a laugh at other people's expense is against my true nature and if my character while on here reflected to my offline self I'd probably put a slug in my head

And getting my daily lols in at my expense is getting old too

So uhm yeah im seriously going back to my normal self for those reasons and because when I need help with my girls I cant be tytheunsecsessfultroll111

I have to be 'the guy' ya kno man?

 

[CannaCole]

Hey, when are you going to accept my Facebook request, brah?

Sorry man, already rejected.

 

[HoLE]

I've been in worst shitty wheels of fuck and I never been compelled
to post about in RIU, I feel sorry for you that you have to go through what you're going through, but if you're looking for sympathy this is a terrible place to look.

you can find sympathy in the dictionary,,somewhere between shit and syphyllis

Keep on Growin

HoLE

 

[Gary Goodson]

so i finally got my medical licence about 5 months ago. and the last year (2014) really sucked because i had to wait all year to get my medical licence. and now that i've had it since November(2014) its felt nice to get back into things. But ive been waiting to get my bubble buckets going but its just when one things after another...

first my doctor who subscribed me; died a week after seeing him last... which in of its self isn't that bad, just sort of sad. Then it takes me months to get a female from feminized seeds. which in of its self is to be expected... shit doesn't happened over night after all. Then my soil starts to go and since its been almost two years since i've grown anything im wicked rusty and the plants starts to get sick. then the ph in the soil get all of out wack and its takes me a month to order some dolomite lime. now that i have it, i have a plant that is perfect ph wise but some how and this is what drives me crazy because i put the SAME amount of lime for each plant YET one plant is at 8.0 ph and the other is at a 6.8... WTF?!?!?

just the worst luck ever... in my mind. and now today to find out i lost 3 clones that i've been waiting weeks to root have been lost to white & black mold... apparently my cloning bucket's sprayers are too high out of the water and its keeping the rockwool cubes soaked... im so fucked its not even funny... and all the while i have school loans breathing down my throat and bills and everything else and this is my only income... just feeling so defeated... all i wanna do i get my fucking shitty loans paid off so i can move to colorado and get a key badge... but i can't do that until i get out of debt.... life is such a shitty wheel of fuck

so all in all be happy your not me

See what you started depressed guy?!

 

[Iloveskywalkerog]

@Shed&Breakfest why don't you just rent your sheds out to people with crabs ?

 

[daedalux]

Im sure m8

Well im done with trolling cuz I feel bad about it

Getting a laugh at other people's expense is against my true nature and if my character while on here reflected to my offline self I'd probably put a slug in my head

And getting my daily lols in at my expense is getting old too

So uhm yeah im seriously going back to my normal self for those reasons and because when I need help with my girls I cant be tytheunsecsessfultroll111

I have to be 'the guy' ya kno man?

I am not your m8.

 

[panhead]

my first grow i grew a pound with one 400 watt mh/hps setup... so no, not really

i figured if i had twice as much equipment and space i'd have twice as much bud... but i can't seem to get to that part of it as timely as i expected... its been sort of a nightmare in that regard

im not sure what everyone thought i wanted but i figured a 'just be more patient' would be what most people said... this was interesting tho

Hey bro , dont sweat the ribbing we gave you , it was all in good fun & i know not one of these members meant to dog you out , they all will help you with your grow if you need it , myself included , its part of being in the toke n talk forum & all just for fun , were all a bunch of dicks & you can be a dick too

Dude you really aren't seeing the point. Everyone's busting your balls because you don't have any real problems.

Some people on here have lost loved ones, people have died of cancers and diseases, lots of people here have addiction problems and have served serious time for serious crime.

Coming on here and creating a fml thread like you did and then stating that you don't want to get a job or pay for your school loans and instead are going to live by growing weed is pretty comical. Please don't get a gun and shoot up an elementary school.

If i hadnt got blasted last night trying to numb my back pain i woulda said something along the lines you did .

Damm good post bro .

 

[Shed&Breakfest]

you can find sympathy in the dictionary,,somewhere between shit and syphyllis

Keep on Growin

HoLE

that made me LOL, thanks

 

[Shed&Breakfest]

Hey bro , dont sweat the ribbing we gave you , it was all in good fun & i know not one of these members meant to dog you out , they all will help you with your grow if you need it , myself included , its part of being in the toke n talk forum & all just for fun , were all a bunch of dicks & you can be a dick too



If i hadnt got blasted last night trying to numb my back pain i woulda said something along the lines you did .

Damm good post bro .

thanks man, ya sometimes i can be a bit too sensitive. i appreciate all the wise advice from you guys who have already blazed the trails

 

[panhead]

@a senile fungus ++rep keep plugging away, it pays off at the end, believe me.

Agreed , Senile is a good kid & way ahead of his peer group with a strong work ethic , he's working his ass off & multi tasking like a mofo , i know cause ive seen pics showing he isnt the lazy type , i can see him going far in life .

that's them 5 oz bourbons you're drinking. i had a couple too but i can sleep late

Wow did i get hammered , im surprised i didnt wake up naked in the neighbors bush

My back was killin me & i figured a few drinks would take the edge off , i was drinking Absinthe green fairy style & got all fuked up , i ended up drinking the whole bottle .

Woke up on the bedroom floor at 2pm this afternoon with the dog's big mushy lips in my face & lickin the shit outta me , my wife said i slept thru the housekeeper vacuuming the hallway 10 feet from my head & never moved , apparently i wiped the kitchen out too while raiding the fridge .

I think ive lost my drinking privileges for a few days