depressed as fuck

a senile fungus said:

Right now what you are feeling isn't depression, its frustration.

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Shed&Breakfest said:

very true, or its both

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a senile fungus said:

Get something done everyday so when you're trying to sleep that night you can look back and be satisfied with what you did that day. That will help a lot, I guarantee it.

And make a plan for tomorrow, next week, and next month, and git'r'done.

Start making lists that are achievable, give yourself a couple of things to do each day.

Cross them out when you're finished, it is satisfying to cross stuff out.

Throw the list away when you're done, it feels good to accomplish things then throw them away and move on when you're done.

I make myself a list everyday and I make myself do the first couple things on the list. The last items on the list are either if I'm feeling particularly motivated or I say fuck it and move those to the top of the next list.

Also, I come up with a ton of great ideas when I'm stoned but I forget immediately, lists help with that too.


Good luck bub, you've lived through your hazing, I think that makes you one of us!

PM if you ever need angthing, I'll be here

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Shed&Breakfest said:

well this is my last shot to prove other wise... so i guess i'll know soon enough

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its either this or... some shitty mundane 9-5 job

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Shed&Breakfest said:

i really really like this idea... im gunna start doing this

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Singlemalt said:

Why are they mutually exclusive? You can do both. But then you really don't want to do ya? You want the romantic life of a weed grower, get loaded, futz around and putter and get paid huge dinero. I'll be brutally honest here; you don't seem to have a rudimentary grasp of horticulture; you want to have "systems" plug and play. Its hard to fathom your naivety.

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StonedFarmer said:

all this thread and nonreal advice...

cocaine+baking soda+heat=?

take that to heart just cook the goodsand bitches be sucking dick for a fin

your life is fucking easy, try facing time innmaximum security over a bitch ass hoe, get back with her and realize she just snitched again.

sell crack bro i got the hooks

srsbsns only, you fucking kidiot

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panhead said:

Agreed , Senile is a good kid & way ahead of his peer group with a strong work ethic , he's working his ass off & multi tasking like a mofo , i know cause ive seen pics showing he isnt the lazy type , i can see him going far in life .



Wow did i get hammered , im surprised i didnt wake up naked in the neighbors bush

My back was killin me & i figured a few drinks would take the edge off , i was drinking Absinthe green fairy style & got all fuked up , i ended up drinking the whole bottle .

Woke up on the bedroom floor at 2pm this afternoon with the dog's big mushy lips in my face & lickin the shit outta me , my wife said i slept thru the housekeeper vacuuming the hallway 10 feet from my head & never moved , apparently i wiped the kitchen out too while raiding the fridge .

I think ive lost my drinking privileges for a few days

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a senile fungus said:

Get something done everyday so when you're trying to sleep that night you can look back and be satisfied with what you did that day. That will help a lot, I guarantee it.

And make a plan for tomorrow, next week, and next month, and git'r'done.

Start making lists that are achievable, give yourself a couple of things to do each day.

Cross them out when you're finished, it is satisfying to cross stuff out.

Throw the list away when you're done, it feels good to accomplish things then throw them away and move on when you're done.

I make myself a list everyday and I make myself do the first couple things on the list. The last items on the list are either if I'm feeling particularly motivated or I say fuck it and move those to the top of the next list.

Also, I come up with a ton of great ideas when I'm stoned but I forget immediately, lists help with that too.


Good luck bub, you've lived through your hazing, I think that makes you one of us!

PM if you ever need angthing, I'll be here

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WeedFreak78 said:

This is all well and good except number 1 on that list is always: Hit the bong..and then like 2 hrs later i start thinking about doing something..but then it's time for another hit off the bong. Repeat as necessary.

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Shed&Breakfest said:

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these first two pics are my sativa... i think its a nitrogen toxicity? due to all the leaf curling at the top... but the bottom is all yellow so idk? and magnesium deficiency possible as well?

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this one im not too sure about...phosphorous? i also should mention the stock and stems are pretty red... not sure and there are some white bumps crawling up from the main stock from the bottom, which i read might be a calcium deficiency?

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Shed&Breakfest said:

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these first two pics are my sativa... i think its a nitrogen toxicity? due to all the leaf curling at the top... but the bottom is all yellow so idk? and manganese deficiency possible as well?

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this one im not too sure about...phosphorous? i also should mention the stock and stems are pretty red... not sure and there are some white bumps crawling up from the main stock from the bottom, which i read might be a calcium deficiency?

i just fed them both a mix of 4.5 ml of bloom (phosphorous) , 2 ml of duece duece (potassium) , and 4.5 ml of grow (nitrogen mostly) mixed in a gallon of RO'd water two days ago and this is what they look like now... i had not fed them since last weed and all i gave them was cal-mag

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Iloveskywalkerog said:

Your plants look stained I don't know a single thing about growing herb but that just doesn't look right.

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Shed&Breakfest said:

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these first two pics are my sativa... i think its a nitrogen toxicity? due to all the leaf curling at the top... but the bottom is all yellow so idk? and manganese deficiency possible as well?

View attachment 3369884 View attachment 3369885 View attachment 3369886

this one im not too sure about...phosphorous? i also should mention the stock and stems are pretty red... not sure and there are some white bumps crawling up from the main stock from the bottom, which i read might be a calcium deficiency?

i just fed them both a mix of 4.5 ml of bloom (phosphorous) , 2 ml of duece duece (potassium) , and 4.5 ml of grow (nitrogen mostly) mixed in a gallon of RO'd water two days ago and this is what they look like now... i had not fed them since last weed and all i gave them was cal-mag last week and water plain of course


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in truth i don't really know what wrong with either of them but atleast i have a decent guess for the first one... can all this dis colorartion happen just from being root bound? won't the plant just stop growing if it is tho? i didn't think it would turn all sick like this if that all it is

they are only in 7" pots... these are just the mothers, never plan to flower these

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Shed&Breakfest said:

View attachment 3369882 View attachment 3369883

these first two pics are my sativa... i think its a nitrogen toxicity? due to all the leaf curling at the top... but the bottom is all yellow so idk? and manganese deficiency possible as well?

View attachment 3369884 View attachment 3369885 View attachment 3369886

this one im not too sure about...phosphorous? i also should mention the stock and stems are pretty red... not sure and there are some white bumps crawling up from the main stock from the bottom, which i read might be a calcium deficiency?

i just fed them both a mix of 4.5 ml of bloom (phosphorous) , 2 ml of duece duece (potassium) , and 4.5 ml of grow (nitrogen mostly) mixed in a gallon of RO'd water two days ago and this is what they look like now... i had not fed them since last weed and all i gave them was cal-mag last week and water plain of course


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in truth i don't really know what wrong with either of them but atleast i have a decent guess for the first one... can all this dis colorartion happen just from being root bound? won't the plant just stop growing if it is tho? i didn't think it would turn all sick like this if that all it is

they are only in 7" pots... these are just the mothers, never plan to flower these

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a senile fungus said:

Get something done everyday so when you're trying to sleep that night you can look back and be satisfied with what you did that day. That will help a lot, I guarantee it.

And make a plan for tomorrow, next week, and next month, and git'r'done.

Start making lists that are achievable, give yourself a couple of things to do each day.

Cross them out when you're finished, it is satisfying to cross stuff out.

Throw the list away when you're done, it feels good to accomplish things then throw them away and move on when you're done.

I make myself a list everyday and I make myself do the first couple things on the list. The last items on the list are either if I'm feeling particularly motivated or I say fuck it and move those to the top of the next list.

Also, I come up with a ton of great ideas when I'm stoned but I forget immediately, lists help with that too.


Good luck bub, you've lived through your hazing, I think that makes you one of us!

PM if you ever need angthing, I'll be here

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Skuxx said:

Damn, plus rep. I'm way too lazy to ever do all that. I feel accomplished just getting out of bed to take a shit. Getting food and a drink from the fridge is a struggle too, I feel pretty accomplished when I do that.

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