And I think Ive mentioned this before but Im not talking about quitting completely, just keeping it to weekends and not all day long.
But ya'll make a great point when you say what a great feeling it is when your chick is totally down for you no matter what you do. I do know that mode chicks get in to when they are totally sprung...you can do whatever the fuck you want and they think you are King Louis the 14th. But would that same chick stay with you through anything? What if you cheated and beat her and she stayed? I dont want a chick who would stay through that. I mean...any self respecting girl has to draw the line somewhere right?
I do need a break anyway...my lungs are fucked up from many thousands of bowls.
I think I will disconnect myself from both her and weed for a little while. Clear my head and contemplate for a while. When Im able to look at this through an objective viewpoint I think I will have some some clarity, because lets face it Im still reeling.